to my dearest, dearest, dearest friends
the ones at the top of my list. you know who you are <3

I've got a lot of things I have to do. All these distractions, our future's coming soon. We're being pulled,in hundred different directions but whatever happens....I know I've got you

You're on my mind, you're in my heart. It doesn't matter where we are! We'll be alright, even if we're miles apart!

All I wanna do, is be with you, be with you. There's nothing we can do, I just wanna be with you, only you. No matter where life takes us, nothing can break us apart.

You know it's true! I just wanna be with you.
Just Be With You, Oh yeah

You know how life can be, it changes over night. The sun even raining, but it's alright. A friend like you, always makes it easy!

I know that you get me every time. Through every up, through every down, you know i'll always be around. Through anything, you can count on me!

All I wanna do, is be with you, be with you. There's nothing we can do, I just wanna be with you, only you. No matter where life takes us, nothing can break us apart

You know it's true. I just wanna be with you!
I just wanna be with you!

<3

E X P R E S S .Y O U R S E L F

I haven't been updating for quite some time. pardon me, i've been busy, busy doing something, busy figuring something out, busy planning, busy crying my heart out, busy wanting to kick someone's ass, busy sucking a lollipop, busy dancing to music to cheer myself up, busy trying to get the hang of knitting, busy writing letters, busy worrying about busy people busy busy busy.

okay so maybe i won't be updating much since it's the holidays and i don't really want to be always seen using the computer. So yep, i will be posting once in a while or quite often. HAHA whatevs man. (:

see ya don't wanna be ya

nothing feels right when im not with you, sick of this dress and these Jimmy Choos taking them off cause i feel a fool, trying to dress up when im missing you ima step out of this lingerie, curl up in a ball with something Hanes in bed i lay, with nothing but your T-shirt on oh, with nothing but your T-shirt on.


THROUGH TRAIN 2009
Thank you everybody who has helped me :D
There are too many people to name but i shall just name a few;

• Mama
• Papa
• Mrs Chin
• Subject Teachers
• Mr Low
• Mrs Chua
• Kenneth
  and many many many more. There are seriously too many people to name but you know who you are. Thank you again :D

my dreams have finally been fulfilled (:

today marks the last day of school but it didn't really feel like the last day of school. instead, it seemed like a normal school day -.-
I didn't feel the excitement like how i used to. omg, i wonder what's wrong with me!!!

School has ended, holidays has just started! PLANS PLANS PLANS...

i'm going to miss everybody sob.

no words can express my love for you

WHAT DID I DO TO MAKE MY SPECIAL DAY

BECOME MY VERY WORST NIGHTMARE?

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20 October.


happy birthday to me! (:

thank you for th wishes!
thank you for th present!
thank you for th cards!
thank you for th impromptu celebration! (it was really awesome!)
thank you for everything everything everything!

people say that you should be happy when it's your birthday,
but am i?
i wish this day didn't come.

omg, i srsly hate myself!
(but i feel kind of proud for finding such a cute template in just 5 minutes! but i think it's temporary? i dontknow. see my mood first k!)

i got some of the links up after some time of blog-hopping. pfft, it's annoying.
the links page is very messy and i realised i know many people which names starts with a G.
anyway, i really hate myself.

if you don't see your link and you would like me to link you, just leave a tag with your name and your link k? thnks.
oh and my tagboard is taking its own sweet time to load...so uh, just be patient with it k? thnks.

OMG. I FEEL LIKE AN IDIOT!!!

i accidentally pressed 'Delete' at my template without copying my codes first! so everything is gone now! WALAO UGK! I FEEL SO STUPID. OMG OMG OMG.
it's gonna take me ages to remember everything! URGH.

I AM GOING TO KILL THE MOFO WHO STOLE MY RED CROCS AND MY BIRTHDAY SLIPPER!!!
cannot afford to buy shoes is it? must steal shoes from all the houses on the 24th floor is it huh! HUH! AND MUST YOU STEAL THE SHOES WHICH HOLDS THE BEST MEMORIES I'VE EVER HAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IDIOT ****SUCKERS. ASSHOLES LIKE YOU SHOULD BURN IN HELL!! BURN BURN BURN!!!

UGH, my legs are freaking itchy since Botanics!
Why must the mosquitoes target my legs and bite me!! URGH, i think it's because I'm fat which means that I have more blood OR my blood is so sedap, they just want more.
-.- whatevs, i sound so senseless. !!!!!!!!!!!ITCHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wanna see my first attempt of Bokeh?
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yep, this came right out of raerae's dslr.
NO EDITS.

It's not really a nice shot but hey! it's my first bokeh shot k! Actually no, it's the second but i prefer this shot to th first cause you can see raerae smiling for her cam. :D while the first picture was her looking around for something. HAAHA
and for those who diedie want to see th pictures, i still dont have it yet cause it's really like ALOT of pictures. 500 leh what do you think? So once i get th hold of the cd from raerae, i'll most probably share it ;)

Oh yes, i've been wanting to show you something but i keep forgetting. :)
For Hari Raya (yah, damn long right! sorry lahk), my aunty gave us packets with our names in arabic.

HAHA LOL sheng siong

Nur 'Amirah Binte Jumat

COOL RIGHT. so awesome! HAHA, my name is pronounced as NGAH-mirah in arabic. Yah with the NGAH sound. eh but please dont call me NGAHMIRAH sounds gross because it sound like you have phlegm and it's not really a nice sound to hear. So i'll gladly appreciate it if you can just call me Amirah! thank you very much :D

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I get this feeling deep inside that somewhere somehow you've passed me by. I can't put my finger on it but the more that I see you the more that I know. Everywhere you go is everywhere I've been. You finsh all my sentences before they begin and I know that I look in your eyes, it's like I've seen you before about a million times.

You make me feel so beautiful. It doesn't matter, no it never matters if we're out or at home. We can make hours into years, wherever you go you're always here. It's like I've known you from before but I'm just so happy you walked through my door.

In another life maybe, in another life you must've been mine.

Examinations are over, yah yah im slow. whatever lah -.-
Anyway, I felt so weird at home last night 'cause I didn't know what to do. You see for the past 2 weeks, you will be seeing me studying (i know, hardworking right!) at my study desk which is the exact replica of a bloody pig sty. seriously! papers scattered everywhere, books all stacked up in a messy way eventhough i always arranged it to make it look neat. -.-
and the best part is that it's Hari Raya, a time when your house will look at its very best but no, not for my study table. my study table is an exception. :D

Speaking of exams etc etc, I had one of the most awful sleep last night! Thanks to the exams, I've been sleeping at funky hours.
For example; I will sleep at 9.30pm plus and wake up at 12am. I will study until 12am to 2am or 3.30am depends if i can take it. After that, i'll sleep all the way until 6am.
So you see this morning, I was wide awake around 5amplusplus and i forced myself to sleep. So i slept until 7.20amplusplus and i couldn't force myself to sleep back because i think i was thinking of too many things. UGK, i was actually planning to wake up late today. >:[

Whatevs.

Anyway, I went to the Botanic Gardens with Yasmine, raerae and GP to celebrate the end of EOYS just now! Clara Cullen and Nicole Kidman/Richie was supposed to join us but something got caught up and yah, it was only the 4 of us. it's okay, we can do the official celebration another time! HAHA!
We had fun taking pictures. I didn't get any flowers today *sob* GP and I were very late due to some reasons. HAHAHA, i think just now was the first time in my life that i showed up realllllll late for an outing, world record. blame me and my hair skillz. Pictures were nice, thanks to raerae's dslr and the sun, the field, the sunglasses, the scenery, the fan, the swan, the flowers and the people. aiseh! raerae's dslr is so shii0k `tuhh ddhe max canz! i can't wait to get mine! .WOO.
i want da gambar ya.

I wanted to typed this part of the post last night but i forgot what i actually wanted to say. I hope you don't mind me and my forgetfulness (:
Anyway, we wanted to do some Rosie Hardy shots..but eh. i'm not sure if it turned out rosie hardy-ish cause welllllll it was kind of difficult :/ and we stopped taking rosie hardy-ish pictures cause we were all thirsty from all that running. HAHA.
oh and and and I HAVE FINALLY MASTERED BOKEH. God damn it, it was seriously very freaking easy to do. it's actually basics lah bloody hell. oh well, that's actually a major accomplishment for me to master bokeh cause i've seen amazing bokeh pictures and everyday, i'll always wonder what the technique was. oh well, i'm really happy
So i just took raerae's dslr and zoomed in, zoomed out and focus here focus there and TA DAH! BOKEH BABY.
i really want the rate of the pictures sending to me in my sharing folders to speed up! i diediedie want to see the pics. 8 folders plus 500 pictures+++ equals to MAJOR AWESOMENESS
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kthxbai.

'cause you're hot then you're cold you're yes then you're no you're in then you're out you're up then you're down you're wrong when it's right it's black and it's white we fight, we break up we kiss, we make up

this is how we roll during tuition.
someone walked by at 2:45





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Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri

Maaf Zahir dan Batin

Yayaya, im slow whatevs. I didn't have a chance to blog yesterday 'cause i was too tired when i reached home and thank god the paper after hari raya was english and not some other subject which i have to memorise :D Must thank the school, THANK YOU!

HAPPY BELATED 15TH BIRTHDAY GWEN!

HEEHEE, I couldn't find that picture of you with your black shirt on, doing the twist/cheese/peace sign! I wanted to post that picture up cause you look so cute! but nevermind, i found these pictures of you during the happy sec one days in my folder and i decided to combine it all cause i really like the pictures and because you look so cute, i can pinch your cheeks ALL DAY!!!! :D
I know you like the birthday song we sang for you just now in the canteen right! we sound so angelic! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY GWEN! <3