it's just 9:46 and my eyes are feeling very very very heavy.
like that feeling i had during the sec2 councillor camp.

what is happening to me?
i dontknow.

i felt very pissed at people who irritated me yesterday-preferably THE WHOLE DAY! ugh. i seriously dont like the feeling. i dont like to be pissed and irritated to people. but haha, there were people in class who tried to make me feel happy-happy. cheerios to you guys, you know who you are!!! thaanks.

xoxo,
amir-tata/amir-tara/amir-tra
:D

P/S. alot of happy things happened to me this week! but i guess i won't blog about now, since i have things to do and i'm dead sleepy. MY BAD!

oh crap.

there's history source-based test tomorrow, which i've forgot to finish copying the notes nicole lent me. GREAT. i couldn't find the history excursion papers. EVEN GREATER.

my blog has been boring. WELL, that's just because nothing great happened to me these days. and if something great actually happened to me, someone in the family will be using the comp just a few minutes before 10-which is the usual time for me to his the sack-or, i'm busy. OR i am just plain lazy to even type 'www.blogger.com'.
HEHE!!

what the heck.
im craving for an oreo ice-blended with pearl.
HA.HA.HA.HO.HO.HO.HE.HE.HE.

fuck you!
YES YOU!!
i felt so used when i have girls coming up to me during recess and telling me about the real you!
you actually liked me just because of my tootoot. like, fuck you.
i really pity the lady you're gonna marry, you horny cock-sucker.
come on, you told my batch that you will be "it guy" for this year's sec1 batch?
LIKE REAL!
look at the sec1s, they don't even think you're alive.
you are what the malays call, PERASAAN!!!
you didn't want us to call you a coward when the sec1s this year are with other guys except you,
but yet, you are so-called "IN-LOVE" with 5-6 girls in my batch?
AND YOU CAN STILL SAY THAT YOU DON'T WANT PEOPLE TO KNOW?
LIKE HELLO?? YOU'RE NOT MAKING ANY SENSE HERE, YOU DOG!!

and you told me to not tell anyone about "THE PROMISE".
ahh, you went on telling to other people.
like, whatever la.
you think you're like, the man is it? ahh.
if you think you are, i'll probably LAUGH MY ASS OFF when i see you in school.
you think you're so hot, but guess what?
YOU'RE NOT! & YOU'LL NEVER BE!!!

& you only joined drama because your ex is in it.
you've been skipping it eventhough i see you after school playing soccer.
no passion right? THEN DON'T JOIN!
EASY!

SCREW YOU!!

school's been alright for me today.

i screwed up my math test. UGH!!! i hate math. i hate algebra. EUGH! but my sister said you're suppose to love algebra 'cause your gonna use it during your whole secondary life. okay, fiine.

so anyway, i bought the ticket for the band's 'Ignite D'Amour' concert today. yippeee!!~ going with clara, yasmine, nicole, maybe gwen, maybe brenda, maybe shalin, maybe kristy, maybe iqa and maybe liyana. bestie can't go, she's got tuition. sad sad sad. i have to say, the ticket look very pretty pretty. nice work to the person who designed it. ;D

hahaha!! chatting witn cherilyn is dead funny.
HAHA, BESTIE, HAHA!!

investiture. yes, investiture.

hahaha!! it was awesome!!! the sec2 batch of councillors finally got our badges (YAYNESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)!!!! ahahahaha. the NE ambassadors too.

i felt scared when i went up the stage. so i said the basic things like, 'Good Morning Mrs Yap!' & 'Thank You Mrs Yap!'. i actually missed the videos of the student council. well, not only me! but the rest of the sec2s batch too. but i caught a glimpse of it! okay, whatever!

pictures.

This is Glenda.

i'm like, back.

& i have investiture tomorrow.
receiving my councillor badge! yay, to us who are receiving our badges!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm quite scared. :O
like, rrriight. -.-

i'm not making sense here.
actually, i dont even know why i am typing like this.
okay, like whatever. :D

okay, i wanna sleep.
so like, uh, good night.

uh, like whatever la.

Is this a dream?
If it is
Please don't wake me from this high

not gonna be in singapore on the 17th of February to the 20th of February.
so here's an early;
GONG XI FA CAI!!
hongbao na lai?

happy valentine's day everyone.

/thanks for the presents! appreciate them, shitloads. :]
/thanks to the councillors who were mending the booth [our hardwork has paid off!]!
/thanks to the councillors who were helping us mending the booth-although you weren't suppose to-THANKS ALOT!!!!

nice nice nice.

hehlow.

i'm back from camp. it was fun yet torturing. my back is aching due to the hard floor, eventhough i brought a sleeping mattress (which i'm very surprise that it could fit into my locker! wow! :D). my eyes feels heavy.

fine. i'll just post how i always post when i have camps.

DAY NUMBER ONE;
the first game we played was whacko followed by double whacko. fun fun. then it was Dog&Bone. i love that game! after dog&bone, we played the bench game. uhh, the one which you have to stand on it and move quietly on the bench? THE SHORTEST TO THE LOWEST GAME?? fine. i dontknow the name of the game, OKAY. i can't remember what we did next. was it the Investiture training? OH YES! it was the Investiture training. hmm, so we did it in the hall. with the ex-kcpians who were there to get back their results. not forgetting, my sister got her results back too!
she got 5 distinctions, R5 12. she's a genius, yes i know. she obviously couldn't be bothered on what i replied her. fine!
so back to the camp. after the investiture thingy, we were trained for morning assembly. after training was a talk by COACH KAI!!!!!!!!!!!!! we played the colored dot game, the CATERPILLAR game and some game which i forgot. lmao!! after the talk, we continued with the morning assembly training, since we didn't reaaly finished it. i did flag raising! SINGAPORE FLAG!! it didn't drop. :] after that, we played night games!!! YEAAAH! so we played this relay game and we played the blindfolded obstacle course. there were no lights. i was scared to bits okay!! we weren't suppose to talk. i found both games fun but i think the blindfolded obstacle was the best game ever. we slept at 12.30plus plus, i couldn't sleep.

DAY NUMBER TWO;
ABIGAIL'S BIRTHDAY! we exercised in the morning and there was a talk by mrs lim. then, we played CAPTAIN DODGEBALL COUNCIL. hahaha!! it's a mixture of capt's ball and dodgeball AND!! it was invented by the councillors. so after the game, we had our breakfast! and we went to attend coach kai's talk and played EGG DROP!!! my group, HUMPTY DUMPTY WON!!! WOOOOOOOOO!!!!~







i like the camp.
we celebrated my sister's birthday yesterday although her birthday was today.
HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY! i have 2 sisters, fyi.

My friends all tell me maybe I should seek a psychic
They tell me just beware I may or may not like it
But either way I know I need to get some answers
About where I stand with him

going to camp on the 9th to the 10th.
I KNOW! 2 days, 1 night.
but it's gonna be fun!
i can't wait.

till then!

i would like to thank this people;

• Nicole Ang
• Yasmine Ismail
• Melissa Lim
• Brenda Lork
• Kimberly Tan
• Nur Amirah Binte Md Jaya
• Clara Tan
• Kristy Yeo
• Nur Iqa Shakinah
• Sharifah Okasha

without the help of this people, i don't think i would be able to actually overcome my fear. thanks for the courage and making me do it! ILU TO BITS!!!

p/s. nur amirah binte md jaya is another girl. yes, we have the same name but it's not me! im JUMAT!

flag raising went WELL! & there's something wrong with blogger.

today's excursion was okay. we went to the Asian Civilisation Museum and Fort Canning. i dontknow why but some people thinks that the museums are boring. museums are not boring. they are nice! i love museums. well, i will enjoy going to that museum unless it's damn boring like the Cat Musuem in Sarawak. WELL, i shouldn't talk about that because it's a different story.

anyway, back to the excursion.
the museum was okay. very interesting. fort canning was okay as well. but i dont understand the digging-archaeology thing. seriously. i dont get it. i didn't even understand what the woman was talking about. but overall, it was fun!

I said don't do it babe
Said it ain't worth it babe
But you did it anyway
Four or five drinks and you were on your way


omg la. today's morning assembly was very strange.

i was raising the school flag and priscilla was raising the national flag. the national flag was very slow but the school flag can't go faster than the national flag. so, when the song ended, the national flag went up only 3/4 of the pole and the school flag went up on 1/2 of the pole. we had to rush and i was nervous. the rope started to tangle! & GUESS WHAT HAPPENED?

THE FLAG DROPPED!!!

yes, it did! omg! i could hear people, "OOHH!!" at the background and they were laughing. OMG! i was embarassed. DEAD EMBARASSED! then, theophillus was the commander and he forgot some of the pledge's line. OH MY GOD!!

just when i thought i have confidence. nevermind. IT'S OKAY! i'll try to do better tomorrow.

excursion tomorrow. people said it's a bore. but 2Peace is going too!! YEAH!!! and i have people to entertain me. AND I CANNOT WAIT FOR THE SEC2 LEADERSHIP TRAINING CAMP NEXT WEEK!!!

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