It is so easy to see
Dysfunction between you and me
We must free up these tired souls
Before the sadness kills us both

I tried and tried to let you know
I love you but I'm letting go
It may not last but I don't know
Just don't know

If you don't know
Then you can't care
And you show up
But you're not there
But I'm waiting
And you want to
Still afraid that I will desert you

Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way

A bed that's warm with memories
Can heal us temporarily
The misbehaving only makes
The ditch between us so damn deep

Built a wall around my heart
I’ll never let it fall apart
But strangely I wish secretly
It would fall down while I'm asleep

If you don't know
Then you can't care
And you show up
But you're not there
But I'm waiting
And you want to
Still afraid that I will desert you, babe

Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way

Though we have not hit the ground
It doesn't mean we're not still falling,
Oh I want so bad to pick you up
But you're still too reluctant to accept my help
What a shame, I hope you find somewhere to place the blame
But until then the fact remains

Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes you so hard to stay
Nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way

Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way

If I was lost - You'd find me

thanks for being my friend.

Twilight is good.
Robert Pattinson is better.
Heart2Heart talks are the best.

Bitching/Gossiping is bad.
Spilling milo on a white shirt (or whatever light-coloured shirt) sucks.
Wasting a few hours of your life is worst.

fasting month is starting soon; hari raya is arriving soon.

So today in the morning, i helped Jancy do her flag-raising cause she didn't come. Then while I was waiting for the morning assembly to start, Ruben came up to check on us and I asked him if there were any sec 3s doing morning duty except me. Ruben said Chen Cheng was doing late-coming. I thought to myself, why Chen Cheng come to school today? He doesn't take art or d&t what..maybe he got some meeting going on. (LMAO!)

So after morning assembly, I quickly went down and asked him.
Me: Chen Cheng, you take d&t ah?
Chen Cheng: Huh? No?
Me: Huh? Then you come to school for what?
Chen Cheng: HUH! THERE'S STILL EXAMS TODAY?
Me: WHAT HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHA!!!!!! YA! Today is art and d&t paper what!
Chen Cheng: WHAT THE? I THOUGHT THERE'S LESSONS TODAY!
Me: AHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA!!!! NO! You have no school today lah! Wah Chen Cheng, you're so..
Chen Cheng:..stupid.
Me: AHAAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA!! YA! Legend sia!
Chen Cheng: What did you call me?
Me: I called you a legend.
Chen Cheng: OMG, WHY AM I SO STUPID! I DIDN'T KNOW I HAD NO SCHOOL TODAY!
Me: What the! HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHA WHY YOU NEVER CHECK!!!!
Chen Cheng: I totally forgot!
Me: Go home!!
Chen Cheng: You mean I can go home now?
Me: DUH -.- tell them you actually have no school today but you thought you had so you came.
Chen Cheng: Can ah?
Me: EH WHY NOT! Of course can lah!
Chen Cheng: (starts to nag at himself which is freaking funny! LMAO!)

Anyway, he still couldn't believe that he actually didn't have any school today! and i bet he's still thinking about it. LEGEND!ROFLMAO.

So after today's paper, Nix, GP and I went to Island Creamery cause common test is finally over!!!!!!!!! :D
Claramarie and Yes-mint were supposed to come but due to last minute things, they couldn't. Don't worry, we'll go again! It's quite near anyway and everyone has a straight bus :O
I'll blog more about today next time cause there are just too many details and just tooooooo many pictures to upload!!!!! So yep.


This picture makes me feel so happy!



PS: I MET BESTFRIEND-WITH-THE-SAME-NAME TODAY AT THE MRT STATION!!!!!!! I AM SO HAPPY!!!!!!!!!! You should have seen both of our reactions when we saw each other! I didn't notice it was her until Nix told me! THANK YOU NIX! BWTSN, I WANT TO BUKE PUASE WITH YOU!!!! I MISS YOU!!!!!!!!! UGK :(

To a group of people who makes me feel special.

I AM BEYOND WORDS. Damn hell, I feel so lucky to have friends like you!! Having friends like you makes me feel so special and so so so so so so so happy!! Your tags makes me feel like I am the luckiest person on earth! I feel like I have played an important role in your life (which I really hope I did).
I will definitely think of this moment when I feel down. Little things like this makes me feel appreciated and I really don't know how to express my gratitude for you (:

I know this is kind of short but..no words can express how I feel right now.
Again, Thank you for making me feel special
i love you guys so much (:

xoxo.

LOVE CALCULATOR IS BIAS.
i don't like it. okay no, I HATE IT! it sucks.

stupid simulator

MICHEAL PHELPS HAS ACHIEVED HIS DREAMS OF GETTING 8 GOLD MEDALS! aiseh, powerpack! HHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAH okay whatever -.- i want the rythmic gymnastics event and the sychronised swimming event to start. which i think it has already started. anyway, Singapore has gotten a medal! yay. whatever i know the news is like centuries ago but whatevs maaaan. im not a stupid girl gwen! i was just stating a fact okay!

okay i realised i've been very emo lately. i think it's because it's the time of the month. so i'm really sorry if i have hurt anyone emotionally. hopefully, things would be much better tomorrow, or later :D hmm..i've also realised that i've blog 4 days in a row. this is veryveryvery rare for me but i have to say, i'm kind of proud of myself! :D

my tagboard might disappear.

our conversations seems to get short and shorter, it's like as if we're strangers.

i was on my way home in the bus from tuition and the sky looked like it was going to rain so i just started to reflect about almost everything, from the past to the future. like everything!
and then i started to think about death (eh don't ask me why) and i started to think to myself,
if i jumped down from a building and died, which of my friends would cry?

goodnight.

i love today because you see, there was no school for me since today's papers were physics and chinese lit. i don't take physics and neither do i take chinese lit (duh -.- ).

so anyway, i slept at 8 yesterday because i was really very sad and i was suffering from a very very very bad headache (due to lack of sleep, i think. thanks ah common test!) and guess what time i woke up? i woke up at 10!!! :D okay no actually. my aunt called me at 9 plus and told me she's coming up to my house around 10 plus, so i decided to sleep until 10 plus (which i totally did :DD)! this is why i love today!

after i woke up, i turned on the computer and did some blog hopping, which i have not done ever since common test started, while waiting for my aunt to come up. When she came up, she brought a "tupperware" of tau huay!! :D the last time i ate tau huay was during the june holidays! felt like a year ): this is why i love today!

after i ate my breakfast, i continued to use the computer :) after a while, i felt kind of hungry so my aunty cooked for me.......CAMPBELL SOUP! MMMMM...yummy yum yum :D i decided to watch the olympics and i was very happy that the women's gymnastic's were on! i think the women's event for gymnastics are better and much more interesting than the men's. i dont know why, it's just my opinion and no im not a sexist! i think men's swimming is much more interesting than women's (HEHE *giggles*) but it's really my opinion so dont feel offended and throw rotten eggs/rotten tomatoes/whatever you can get hold of at me! this is why i love today - about the watching my favourite olympic event and the campbell soup part, not about the sexist and the feeling offended and the throwing rotten crap part.

the headache was back after the gymnastic event ended. perfect timing -.- decided to sleep and when i woke up, i decided to do some bio but i just couldn't concentrate so i read a book Hahaha!!! (this is what i don't really like about today. i didn't managed to study! this is bad!) anyway, i logged into flickr and i felt so happy and comfortable since i get to take my own sweet time to view and comment people's pictures! this is why i love today!

HAYUKEN! MANGA ME!
HAHA kudos to you if know where that's from (;

i feel so stupid and so embarassed.
i don't wish to talk to you now. i'm so sorry.
but i really think my secret is out.

Just go
I gave you my word and I promise to love you

From the moment I met you I just knew you'd be mine
You touched my hand & I knew that this was gonna be our time
I don't ever wanna lose this feeling, I don't wanna spend a moment apart
'Cos you bring out the best in me, like no-one else can do
That's why I'm by your side, and that's why I love you

So I lied. And you should probably know it since my tagboard leaked my lie out (Thanks GP!(: ) -.- Anyway, the chalet was funnnnnnnnnnnnnnn although there were like a gazillion different types of insects and lizards welcoming you but but it was still alright! I shared my room with Kak Nila and she purposely made me sleep on the bed nearest to the toilet! >:(

GP came! :D We did our dance (LMAO! HAHAHAHAHA), camwhored, had a heart2heart talk and ate le food. OH OH OH AND SHE ATE THE VERYVERYVERYVERY SPICY SOTONG THAT MY GRANDMA MADE! LEGEND!!!!!!!!!!

I played bowling with Bik Anur, Kak Iza, Kak Nila and Abang Nasri and and and I ACTUALLY MANAGED TO PLAY WITHOUT GETTING LESS THAN 10 POINTS FOR A GAME! AISEH I IMPROVED ALOTALOTALOTALOTALOT OKAY. I actually beat Kak Nilah, who won the first game, in the second game (HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!) and Abang Nasri and I scored around the same during the second game and he is veryveryvery good at playing bowling! :D WOOOOOOO!

After bowling, we decided to watch The Dark Knight cause it was raining and we weren't carrying any umbrellas. The cinema was freaking cold and all of us were wearing chalet-ish clothes. Overall, the movie is really good and i advise you to go to the gentlemen's or the ladies' before you enter the cinema. Every scene counts!!!

I had an enjoyable National Day holiday with the family and I think the National Day celebrations in school were alright. The quiz was funny! but Sean didn't put in his effort!! ahnoyying. the hand-in-hand thing was fun although the pledge was half said but the waves we did was super fun!

I shall continue studying for the common test which is..tomorrow. :/ AND THE PAPER FOR TOMORROW SUCKS! >:(

If I could I would but you're with her now, it'd do no good
I should have fought her but instead I let her - I let her take it
I just wept and regretted this moment - oh that I - I was the fool

I'll be going to some camp adventure thing and I'll be back on Monday!

SEE YOU!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMIRAH (Jaya)!!!
bestfriend with the same name as me.

you're 15! older than me, but still shorter than me! HAHAHAHAHHAA, okay. i miss you! it has been too long, WE NEED TO CATCH UP! I HAVE SO MANY THINGS TO TELL YOU!!!!!!! the last time we met was at your school's funfair for your cheerleading thing, so longgggggggg. ):

i miss you very(x infinite) much!

i love youtm! (:
have a blessed birthday!

(sorry i know this picture suckssss)

I know youre afraid of what you feel
You still need time to heal and I can help if youll only let me try
You touch me and something in me knew what I could have with you
Well Im not ready to kiss that dream goodbye

again?