MY LIFE IS REALLY A JOKE!

so you see, i was holding the lanyard that was attached to my mp3 player and since the mp3 player was kind of light, i started to swing it. So after a few seconds of swinging my mp3 player, i started to swing it 360 degrees! it felt kind of cool so i continued to swing it.
I didn't realise there was a chair behind me, so i started to walk backwards while keeping my eyes fixed on the tv and still swinging my mp3 player 360 degrees.

AND BAAAAMMMMMMMM!!!! YOU KNOW WHAT?

My mp3 player hit the chair AND THE SCREEN CRACKED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
UGK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so i told mama and she just laughed at me! D:
crap! and the worst part is that the mp3 isn't mine damnit!!!!!
IT BELONGS TO PAPA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So i quickly took the scotch tape and taped the screen so that the glass won't come out. ):

i think i need to get my own mp3 so i will learn how to take care of my own things. SIGH!

freaking suay, ah damnit laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.
WHY ME!!!!!!!!!!! >:'(

You found me when no one else was lookin'
How did you know just where I would be?
Yeah, you broke through all of my confusion
The ups and the downs and you still didn't leave
I guess that you saw what nobody could see
You found me

Today has been good. The only thing i hated about today was Chemistry cause there was a test. Chem is one of my least favourite subjects and clara has to teach me everytime cause i won't understand because i won't listen to the teacher because i don't really you know..yeah. :/ anyway, THANK YOU CLARA! <3>

After school was great! Hung out with Clara-Marie, GP and Nicotine at our usual place. I like the drink i drank and the food i ate. simply delicious and totally worth the cash!
ALWAYS BE MY BAOBEI/ALWAYS BE MY SAYANG

(HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHA)
KISS ME BYE BYE/QING BYEBYE
(LMAO! HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA)
<3<3<3

english common test tmr and classes resumes after the paper. HEH?! TSK. i thought we were able to go home straight after the paper!! i dontlike! >:(

i think my keyboard hates me. :(

Were you right, was I wrong
Were you weak, was I strong, yeah
Both of us broken
Caught in a moment
We lived and we loved
And we hurt and we jumped, yeah
But the planets all aligned
When you looked into my eyes
And just like that
The chemicals react

"Your life is a joke"
- Jordan
i can't agree more. :/

I CAN'T WAIT FOR THE WEEK TO END!

i'm screwed.
so so so screwed sucks

I miss it, i miss it

Ah..well, today was so sour. I only had 5 hours of sufficient sleep (how sad is that!) because you know, there were so many thoughts running through my mind. SIGH.

Anyway, i think..everything is fine now? i dontknow.

i shouldn't have asked you.

The long awaited Racial Harmony Day pictures!
i think i look ugly in the pictures.
i shouldn't have bun-ed my hair up.
-.-
k nevermind...

i look damn ewww. there should actually be more pictures but it's not with me.

i don't know what you do, but you do it well

i'm blogging. because. i'm bored.
i'm in the school library. using. the computer.
i'm waiting for GP. because. she has. detention.
im suppose to have malay. remedial. but. cikgu cancelled it. because i think. she's not feeling well.

i want to go to the toilet but i dont want anyone to use the comp while im away!! HAHAHA!!! i think i'm going to be sick sick sick. i've got the sore throat, the runny nose and the nicenice voice (:
i love my voice preash.

so irfan asked me a stupid & annoying question -.-"
'you like ______ or _______?'
annoying ah! >:(

okay. im bored. and i think. im going to end here.

JACQ, i'll upload the pics laterlater!!!! :D
the library is damn noisy.

Girl, Taning, Popcorn/Rice, -.- Teachers, Cute dancers, Sun.

Yesterday was tiring! Went to vivo with Nicole, Clara, Cherilyn, Bhavna, Shawn, Leon, Shing Pheng, MeiXu, Tessa and Kylie to help out with the SYF thingy. We were the crew for backstage and it was very tiring and we all got a tan! Most of us were sun burnt and all of us have tan lines. HAHAHA i couldn't stop laughing at Cherilyn! HAHA sorry sorry.

We were all very hungry cause we didn't eat breakfast since we all thought the school was providing us breakfast. Tessa and I kept on complaining for food since the amphitheatre was located right smack in between Marche and Food Republic. Annoyed, annoyed. The smell of food was seriously freaking appetizing. There was this meaty smell which smelled amazing! There was a minute when the smell was like the smell of OPC's kitchen! Okay, whatever. All of us were thinking about lunch since it was 9 then and lunch was at 11.

The first rehearsal was really tiring and very stressful and very hot. The rehearsal was supposed to last for 45 mins but it lasted around 1 1/2 hours. So we didn't get to eat our lunch on time. I was feeling very moody cause I was really hungry and the sun was showing no mercy and the teachers from other schools were like -.- (okay i don't know how to explain their "-.-" but i think you get the drift).

The moment the first rehearsal ended, we all ran to our food! HAHAHAHHAHAHAH!! Mr Low sponsored us coffee/tea from coffee bean! OHMIGOSH, THANK YOU MR LOW. It felt so good to eat proper food and have caffeine in your body!
Cherilyn: Which drink is yours?
Me: Eh..I don't know. Did you see where you put your cup or you just put?
Cherilyn: Just put.
Me: Oh shit how. I think this is mine. *picks up a cup*
Cherilyn: oh then this is mine then *picks up a cup*
Both drank the drink.
Me: EH! No leh, that's mine.
Cherilyn: That's mine also!!
Exchange cups.
Me: EH NO! that's mine!!!
Cherilyn: EH YAH THAT'S MINE!!
Exchange cups again.
Me: MMM..yeah this is mine.
Cherilyn: this is mine also!!!
Started to laugh.
HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA DAMN FUNNY!

The second rehearsal was okay cause we knew what to do and we didn't really need everyone to be on stage after each performance. So all of us set at the back of stage and talked but eh we all took turns to help okay! All of us started noticing that we were all tanned! HAHA and we started calling Shawn, Girl! LOL! HAHAHAHHAHA!! it's a long story and it's freaking funny!!

After the second rehearsal, Clara, MeiXu, Kylie and I went to 7-11 to get drinks to pump us up (LMAO!). When we went back, it started to rain! and the props were getting wet so some of us went back to cover them and we got stucked in the passageway -.-. we started making friends with the lady who was selling kit kats for a good cause. she wanted us to buy but er only shawn, clara and kylie did. it was kind of ex but it's for a good cause! :D

The rain was decreasing and it stopped. We shifted all the props and stuff back to backstage. The real show was delayed for umm..i forgot. HAHA.

Yeah when the show started, it wasnt raining and some things got messed up but it's okay cause it went on smoothly! IT STARTED TO RAIN AGAIN!!! And all of us rushed the things back to pathway and Cherilyn, Clara, Tessa, Kylie, Shawn and I became umbrella holders for the performers. Again, the rain stopped but it stopped when the show was going to end, so there wasn't any need to like put the props back cause most of the school went off already.

We started to take pictures right after the thing ended and i went off to orchard to meet mama and kak nilah. We were planning to buy shoes but i was too tired so we ate dinner and we went home.

WHOA, a proper post after a long time and a long one too!! okay bye.

I CAN'T WAIT FOR THE CLASS TEE!

i think it'll be nice i think it'll be nice

if we were a movie, you'd be the right guy and i'd be the best friend that you'll fall in love with. in the end we'd be laughing, watching the sunset. paint it black, show the names, play the happy song.

today was such a crappy day. i screwed up almost everything i did today.

i guess this is payback.
cheer me up...

this was supposed to be yesterday's post but i didn't manage to post it 'cause the library was closing.

posted on 5.00PM, 11 July 2008

ohmygoodnezzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz, THE NEW LIBRARY IS FREAKING AWESOME!!~ heh im using the library's wireless computers HEH HEH HEH!!!
it's like so much better and so much nicer and so much library-ish than the old library (;

my eyes are in pain cause the computer screen isn't really at the right colour--it's pinkish-purplish. and er..it's because of me but IT WASN'T ON PURPOSE!!!!!!!!!

hi, im princess Diana((: heeeheeeee (right.. -.-)

that's from clara -.- she has been saying that since we started to do morning patrol duty! and all because i was sheltering her with an umbrella (she asked me to hold her umbrella while she picked up the litter -.-). you know she started to wave at "people" and labeled Rayson and Sharavana as bodyguards and she said i'm her umbrella holder!!! annoying right????? but i'll still love her no matter what happens (: HEHEX!

anyway, back to the topic.
THE SCREEN IS OKAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! cause clara fixed it. YAH CLARA TAN.

okay it all started when i thought the computer was kind of far and i didn't really like it. so i pushed it forward and colours like pink, purple and blue started to appear on the screen instead of white. what the heck and i started to panic! HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAH, silly. but it's okay now..all thanks to clara! :D

I wish...

• it was still semester 1 when things weren't as complicated as it is now.
• it was still 2007.
• it was the 2nd of November 2007.
• _______ would rule my world as he used to in 2007.
• school ended veryvery early like 2007 and yasmine and i were able to go wherever we want to go.
• family problems wouldn't affect us.
• people would take us seriously this time.
• life was colourful and i get to stone in class.
• lessons weren't as boring as it is now.
• i can look forward to school like how i did last year and the year before.
• my hair will reach the length i want it to be by the end of the year.
• things would go back to normal.

i kind of wish it was still 2007 these days. hmm..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIA LE!!!

you're 15! YAY!!!

so i hope you'll be more of a gentleman and i know you can okay!! HMPH!

i'm looking foward to the bus ride home!!! (HEHEHEHE)

i'm so disappointed today.

things didn't work out the way i thought it would or the way i expected it to. i got quite upset with the way the people whom i respect behaved today.

or even worse, i was looking forward to _______ but it got so freaking messed up.

i've not eaten anything since 3.20pm cause i have no apetite. i might as well just starve myself right?

why is everyone so different these few days?
you've changed. like alot..what's up? when i asked you if everything's alright, you said everything is okay but i know something is up. is it because you don't want me to worry? or you just don't think i'm able to help you?

whatever.

Without love..

Without love..
Life is like the seasons with no summer

Without love...
Life is rock 'n' roll without a drummer

'Cause without love...
Life is like a beat that you can't follow

Without love...
Life is Doris Day at the Apollo

Without love...
Life is like a prom that won't invite us

Without love...
Life's getting my big break and laryngitis

Without love...
Life's a '45' when you can't buy it


Like a week that's only Mondays
Only ice cream, never sundaes
Like a circle with no center
Like a door marked "do not enter!"

Darling, you had best believe me,
Never leave me without love <3