Sunday, February 22, 2009

someday i'll find this :)

"sometimes we're so focused on finding our happy ending we don't learn how to read the signs. how to tell the ones who want us from the ones who don't, the ones who will stay and the ones who will leave
and maybe a happy ending doesn't include a guy, maybe it's you, on your own, picking up the pieces and starting over, freeing yourself up for something better in the future
maybe the happy ending is just moving on. or maybe the happy ending is this: knowing after all the unreturned phone calls and broken-hearts, through the blunders and misread signals, through all the pain and embarrassment... you never gave up hope."

-   he  is  just  not  that  into  you

Wednesday, February 18, 2009




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Sunday, February 15, 2009

LET'S! GO! BRAVO! *BOOM BOOM BOOMBOOMBOOM*

OBS WAS INCREDIBLE.
it's really challenging, physically and mentally. but it was an amazing experience and i really enjoyed myself a lot. (:

Anyway, the watch i'm in is called Marshall - David Marshall. We were dying the first time when we were walking to our bunks from the main building. BLOODY HELL! SLOPES! HEAVY BAGS! FOOD RATION! OH MA GOODNEZZZZZ. i just hoped i would get used to the slopes..but you know what..i didn't. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! ah whatever lah.

Marshall is a fun watch! i was thinking if our group would be fun like the other watch, Munshi - Munshi Abdullah - cause they had all the fun people. but i was wrong! MARSHALL IS REALLY VERY FUN AND FREAKING FUNNY!
We had Sean, Joseph, David, Clara, Glenda, Jaryl, Mahoney, Amanda, Mei Qi, Ke Hui, Shaquille, Ho Tung, Mahoney and Me!!!!
The boys are really very funny especially during the first night when they were dancing behind their hanged towels pretending to be in a hindu dance scene movie in our bunks.LMAO HAHAHHAHHAHAHAHAHA OMG IT WAS DEAD FUNNY LAH HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHHAHAHA!!! damn it, should have taken a video of it aye! oh and also we have a company and it's called Yeo's Co. :)

Sea Expedition was really an amazing experience that I will never ever forget!
I partnered with Shaquille for kayakking :D I had great fun kayakking with him! 
The only way for us to gain our energy to paddle: Singing. 
HAHA YAH! We sang That's what you get, Misery Business, Eye of the Tiger, Burnin' Up, Play My Music, When You Look Me in the Eyes and Hotel California and some other songs. Er well he sang That's what you get most of the time! Did some class cheer while kayakking HAHA. OH YA and a baby swordfish got into my kayak and died. sigh...
I really felt like giving up when we were a few kilometers away from our destination. The current was strong and the waves will always bring us to the right eventhough we were paddling to the left. It was really challenging at that point of time and Shaquille and I kept on swearing.
and after so much swearing, sweat, effort, energy, food, sunblock and motivation, WE REACHED OUR CAMPSITE! KISSED THE GROUND AND DANCED AROUND-okay no, i didnt do that, it'll be gross. :S
Anyway yeah, I was felt really proud and over the moon but yet exhausted! Really have to thank the class especially Shaquille and the 4 sea ex leaders, Clara, Glenda, Shamala and PeiHua (: THANKS GUYS!

Land Expedition was..i have no words for it.
It was also challenging, even more challenging than Sea ex because we were carrying bloody heavy bags and i guess that was the reason why. We shouted 'LET'S GO BRAVO!' while we were trekking and sang some songs (: Stopped at some German Girl Shrine which was really cool but i'm still confused by it.
when we reached OBS, we just threw our bags down and lay on the ground!

BOTH SEA EX AND LAND EX WAS ACCOMPLISHED. 
Everyone persevered and we shared the same tiredness and feelings. 

Again, i wanna thank the class and Jia Le, David, Anthony and Joshua
OMG JOSHUA, YOU DID A GREAT JOB BY LEADING US AND YOU ACTUALLY WENT THE RIGHT WAY THE WHOLE ENTIRE TIME THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!

The last day was Jaryl's birthday. So at 12 am, the boys started to tau pok him and it was freaking hilarious especially Joseph who jumped from the top bed! HAHAHAHHA AND THEY ALL ANYHOW TAU POK JARYL! HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHA

OBS was really an awesome and incredible experience. You are really out of your comfort zone, really really really out of it. I think another reason why OBS was amazing is because of the people i was with.

Yes, I saw so many sides and also the mature side of so many people during this camp and i was really touched by their actions. I also learned so many new things about my classmates and i'm thankful to be in the same class as them. thanks guys (:

Thanks to everyone in Marshall (Clara, Glenda, David, Joseph, Sean, Charles, Mei Qi) who motivated and gave me advice during the rock wall eventhough it was really disappointing to me. The thought of that memory still breaks my heart but i will get over it someday, i dont know when but i will (: thanks again!
Thanks to everyone who calmed me and Glenda down before we went into the tunnel. (:
Thank you David for helping the watch with all the tough duties, great job! (:
Thank you Charles for being a very interesting instructor (:
THANK YOU BRAVO FOR BEING SO FUN AND SO VERY AWESOME! 

OBS has taught me so many things. A few of them are responsibility, perseverance, courage, fear, teamwork, respect and care. 

If you have are given a chance/another chance to go to OBS, don't hesitate. Go fill up the form,  you won't regret your time there, really (:

Missing OBS.

Saturday, February 14, 2009

oh shit!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRACIA GOH!
PRETTY! HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEEEEEN!!!!! i'll give you your present ASAP! eh that rhymes! HAHAHAHAHAHA 
so sorry i was only there for your big day like only half the day! OBS!!!!!! HEEHEEEE
anyway umm..thanks for walking with me during my darkest days. i really thank god we went to nz together or else, i dontknow what will 
happen! SIGHSIGHSIGH 

I LOVE YOU PRETTY
 p/s. i know you love green (:

Please be mine

Got a really touching sms from two of my favourite people in the whole wide world!

1.
They love you but they are not your lover.
They care for you but they are not your family.
They are ready to share your pain but they are not in your blood relation.
They are friends!!

True friends scolds like a dad!
Cares like a mom!
Teases like a brother!
And finally loves you more like a lover.


2.
Do you know the relation between your 2 eyes?
They blink together, cry together, move together, see things together and sleep together. Though they never see each other, friendship should be like that. Life is hell without friends.


3.
Never leave the one you love for the one you like for the one you like will leave you for the one he/she loves and who he/she loves will leave him/her for liking you and who you leave will love who he/she likes and you can kiss goodbye to the ones you like and love.


Happy Valentine's/Friendship Day!


Eh apparently there was something going on in school yesterday? like some friendship day celebration? Have ah? Walao..but it's okay cause i bet you 5bucks OBS WAS BETTER THAN THE CELEBRATION!

YESYESYES OBS!!! DETAILS WILL BE IN THE NEXT POST CAUSE IT'S VERY LONG!!

Sunday, February 08, 2009

My bag's packed. but i have a feeling i forgot something..

you know what this means?


















OBS BABY 
WUAUAUAUAIAIAIAIAIA

so i'll see you back again on friday (:
TILL THEN.

Sunday, February 01, 2009

you don't have to call anymore

School's starting again tmr..
have i told you i hate school? yeah, i hate school.

you know, i haven't had this hatred for school since sec 1. :/ i hated primary school because the teachers will pick on me because i don't do their homework because i'm just too lazy. HAHAHA ah whatever lah. I think now it's because of the after-school thing when you come home and you have to do homework or study for the test you have and sometimes you just wish you were back in lower sec where everyone will only start studying when exams are coming up. HHAHA good times man i like! :D but now things are different..hmm. perservere, yes?

IM HAPPY FOR FREE PERIODS CAUSE YOU GET TO FINISH UP YOUR HOMEWORK AND YOU ALSO GET TO CRAM ALL THOSE LAST MINUTE CRAP IN YOUR HEAD!!! but we end school later, argh. you win some, you lose some.

hmm. so yesterday was flag day, i guess it was..alright yah?
location: toa payoh central
overall, i think i didn't manage to get 40 bucks..ah..forked out 2 bucks from my wallet in the end. which i still think it's not going to reach 40. and 2 aunties talked to me in chinese (srsly, do i look chinese? i'm so tanned i really look like a malay now lah. NOTE TO SELF: BUY SUN TAN/BLOCK LOTION FOR OBS)

Oh, did i tell you i'm going for OBS? YA YA I AM GOING FOR OBS CANYOUSENSEMYEXCITEMENT!!!!!! WOOOOHOO!!!!!!!! MY DREAMS HAVE FINALLY CAME TRUE. anyway anyway im trying my best to not get hyped up cause im scared it'll be disappointing, but i dont think so right? ah dontknow lah. anyway, OBS WOOOO!!

ok bye see you in schl.