Ave. 16

Miss Wong was belting out songs from her pod and she played the lush version of Built to Last by Melee. incredible!
It makes me feel so relaxed, i love it. but i can't find the mp3 version since last night but i found it on imeem.

It's not on autoplay format so yep. Just wanted to share, 

enjoy! (:

/editted
okay so i just realised that it'll only play 30secs of the full song. i don't know why. Click on the box if you wanna hear the full song. (:
i also dontknow why it's red.

small props person

My mood statistics today was low. like, very low.

I was trying my very best to be all hyped up during the investiture. My mood was high for the first part of the investiture but right after we did the dance, it started to decrease. Not drastically, but yeah, started to have this weird feeling.

If my mood is low, it practically affects everything around me. I dontknow why. It's not like I'm tired, i doubt i'm moody. anyway yeah. :/

okay whatever i don't feel like blogging anymore.
just wanted to update this place (:

PS. Council Investiture today was nice, the refreshments were good (or i think it's because i was hungry). I want the pics, any of you have?

school starts tomorrow...

...am i suppose to be excited/happy/sad?

i don't know, seriously.

1 week of holidays flew by. very fast, not enough cause i did not do any shopping or step into town (but on the bright side, i managed to save some money!!). not how i pictured my holidays really. it's sad. 

it wasn't really happening but i did have some fun (:

Wallace's Sweet Sixteen was fun! :D

Movie marathon @ Clara's (missing Glenda) was awesome! 

[Titanic is a good show. it's pretty sappy and totally heartbreaking but it's damn good]

Caught up with some tv shows on th net and spent quality time with the teevee (sorry wii)! :D

Oh i just realised that i forgot to trim my hair during the break, it's a little bit too long. ah yay..

I think i won't be updating my blog as much as i did this week. Hah...

okay i think i'm going to watch some videos now you know.

see you guys in school or somewhere (:

i dont know why i'm entering every sentences.

okay bye. 

Taylor S.

I love Taylor Swift. She is so amazingly gorgeous!
Eventhough she's like a mega superstar now, she's so down to earth!
SHE IS SO AMAZINGLY AMAZING OUHMAHGOHD!
Her music is THE BEST. You don't wanna know the number of times i sing to her song during school! Especially chemistry (HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!)!!! i think i will never get sick of her songs. She's my bedtime lullaby! 

I can't wait for her 3rd album really!

Taylor Swift, are you ever coming to Singapore?
it will be a sold-out concert :)

(and i can show you around, HAHA!)

when you look me in the eyes,

you probably might get sore eyes.
i'm not kidding,
you might reeeeeallyy get iiiiiit.

when you look me in the eyes,
you're not gonna see heaven.
actually,
you're gonna,
see,
the same old thing,
except you have pus shadowing your eyesight.

(sings to the chorus of when you look me in the eyes by jonas brothers)
My eyes are better except that they can get really eetcheh and heavy sometimes.

I have difficulty in talking. i feel so breathless by all the coughing. I seem to get annoyed when people keep on saying 'Huh?!' after i speak these days. but i think it's partly my fault cause im speaking kind of soft and sometimes too fast. haha whatever. sorry!

I realised that i shouldn't think about an event too much, like i shouldn't get excited and go all out for an event cause most of the time, it will come crashing down or it won't turn out the way i expected it to turn out. So yep!

Anyway, i wanna sleep alr. i hope it'll be gone so that i can enjoy my holidays and not stay @ home! sucks!

HELLO PANDA IS A SCAM,
but i love it!

the food i mean,
not the scam.

back up, baby back up. did you forget everything?

Whoa whoa, it's been more than 2 weeks since i last blogged! I'm busy i'm busy (or just plain lazy)
THAT ACTUALLY RHYMED! :D i'm awesome, yes! :D

Anyway, today is the 9th Of March 2009. A veryveryvery special day for so manymanymany people!

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY SHAMALAHAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY RACHEL PATRICK
HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY CHRISTABEL
HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY DESMOND
HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY MELODY

and also..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE PROPHET MUHAMMAD S.A.W (:

AND ALSO!!

HAPPY 24TH WEDDING ANNIVERSARY MAMA & PAPA! <3333333>

-

I had an awesome time @ Rachel P.'s sweet 16 :D

someday i'll find this :)

"sometimes we're so focused on finding our happy ending we don't learn how to read the signs. how to tell the ones who want us from the ones who don't, the ones who will stay and the ones who will leave. 

and maybe a happy ending doesn't include a guy, maybe it's you, on your own, picking up the pieces and starting over, freeing yourself up for something better in the future. 

maybe the happy ending is just moving on. or maybe the happy ending is this: knowing after all the unreturned phone calls and broken-hearts, through the blunders and misread signals, through all the pain and embarrassment... you never gave up hope."

-   he  is  just  not  that  into  you

I Y ?

LET'S! GO! BRAVO! *BOOM BOOM BOOMBOOMBOOM*

OBS WAS INCREDIBLE.
it's really challenging, physically and mentally. but it was an amazing experience and i really enjoyed myself a lot. (:

Anyway, the watch i'm in is called Marshall - David Marshall. We were dying the first time when we were walking to our bunks from the main building. BLOODY HELL! SLOPES! HEAVY BAGS! FOOD RATION! OH MA GOODNEZZZZZ. i just hoped i would get used to the slopes..but you know what..i didn't. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! ah whatever lah.

Marshall is a fun watch! i was thinking if our group would be fun like the other watch, Munshi - Munshi Abdullah - cause they had all the fun people. but i was wrong! MARSHALL IS REALLY VERY FUN AND FREAKING FUNNY!
We had Sean, Joseph, David, Clara, Glenda, Jaryl, Mahoney, Amanda, Mei Qi, Ke Hui, Shaquille, Ho Tung, Mahoney and Me!!!!
The boys are really very funny especially during the first night when they were dancing behind their hanged towels pretending to be in a hindu dance scene movie in our bunks.LMAO HAHAHHAHHAHAHAHAHA OMG IT WAS DEAD FUNNY LAH HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHHAHAHA!!! damn it, should have taken a video of it aye! oh and also we have a company and it's called Yeo's Co. :)

Sea Expedition was really an amazing experience that I will never ever forget!
I partnered with Shaquille for kayakking :D I had great fun kayakking with him! 

The only way for us to gain our energy to paddle: Singing. 

HAHA YAH! We sang That's what you get, Misery Business, Eye of the Tiger, Burnin' Up, Play My Music, When You Look Me in the Eyes and Hotel California and some other songs. Er well he sang That's what you get most of the time! Did some class cheer while kayakking HAHA. OH YA and a baby swordfish got into my kayak and died. sigh...
I really felt like giving up when we were a few kilometers away from our destination. The current was strong and the waves will always bring us to the right eventhough we were paddling to the left. It was really challenging at that point of time and Shaquille and I kept on swearing.
and after so much swearing, sweat, effort, energy, food, sunblock and motivation, WE REACHED OUR CAMPSITE! KISSED THE GROUND AND DANCED AROUND-okay no, i didnt do that, it'll be gross. :S
Anyway yeah, I was felt really proud and over the moon but yet exhausted! Really have to thank the class especially Shaquille and the 4 sea ex leaders, Clara, Glenda, Shamala and PeiHua (: THANKS GUYS!

Land Expedition was..i have no words for it.
It was also challenging, even more challenging than Sea ex because we were carrying bloody heavy bags and i guess that was the reason why. We shouted 'LET'S GO BRAVO!' while we were trekking and sang some songs (: Stopped at some German Girl Shrine which was really cool but i'm still confused by it.
when we reached OBS, we just threw our bags down and lay on the ground!

BOTH SEA EX AND LAND EX WAS ACCOMPLISHED. 

Everyone persevered and we shared the same tiredness and feelings. 

Again, i wanna thank the class and Jia Le, David, Anthony and Joshua! 

OMG JOSHUA, YOU DID A GREAT JOB BY LEADING US AND YOU ACTUALLY WENT THE RIGHT WAY THE WHOLE ENTIRE TIME THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!

The last day was Jaryl's birthday. So at 12 am, the boys started to tau pok him and it was freaking hilarious especially Joseph who jumped from the top bed! HAHAHAHHA AND THEY ALL ANYHOW TAU POK JARYL! HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHA

OBS was really an awesome and incredible experience. You are really out of your comfort zone, really really really out of it. I think another reason why OBS was amazing is because of the people i was with.

Yes, I saw so many sides and also the mature side of so many people during this camp and i was really touched by their actions. I also learned so many new things about my classmates and i'm thankful to be in the same class as them. thanks guys (:

Thanks to everyone in Marshall (Clara, Glenda, David, Joseph, Sean, Charles, Mei Qi) who motivated and gave me advice during the rock wall eventhough it was really disappointing to me. The thought of that memory still breaks my heart but i will get over it someday, i dont know when but i will (: thanks again!

Thanks to everyone who calmed me and Glenda down before we went into the tunnel. (:

Thank you David for helping the watch with all the tough duties, great job! (:

Thank you Charles for being a very interesting instructor (:

THANK YOU BRAVO FOR BEING SO FUN AND SO VERY AWESOME! 

OBS has taught me so many things. A few of them are responsibility, perseverance, courage, fear, teamwork, respect and care. 

If you have are given a chance/another chance to go to OBS, don't hesitate. Go fill up the form,  you won't regret your time there, really (:

Missing OBS.

oh shit!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRACIA GOH!

PRETTY! HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEEEEEN!!!!! i'll give you your present ASAP! eh that rhymes! HAHAHAHAHAHA 

so sorry i was only there for your big day like only half the day! OBS!!!!!! HEEHEEEE

anyway umm..thanks for walking with me during my darkest days. i really thank god we went to nz together or else, i dontknow what will 

happen! SIGHSIGHSIGH 

I LOVE YOU PRETTY

 p/s. i know you love green (:

Please be mine

Got a really touching sms from two of my favourite people in the whole wide world!

1.

They love you but they are not your lover.
They care for you but they are not your family.
They are ready to share your pain but they are not in your blood relation.
They are friends!!

True friends scolds like a dad!
Cares like a mom!
Teases like a brother!
And finally loves you more like a lover.

2.

Do you know the relation between your 2 eyes?
They blink together, cry together, move together, see things together and sleep together. Though they never see each other, friendship should be like that. Life is hell without friends.

3.

Never leave the one you love for the one you like for the one you like will leave you for the one he/she loves and who he/she loves will leave him/her for liking you and who you leave will love who he/she likes and you can kiss goodbye to the ones you like and love.

Happy Valentine's/Friendship Day!

Eh apparently there was something going on in school yesterday? like some friendship day celebration? Have ah? Walao..but it's okay cause i bet you 5bucks OBS WAS BETTER THAN THE CELEBRATION!

YESYESYES OBS!!! DETAILS WILL BE IN THE NEXT POST CAUSE IT'S VERY LONG!!

My bag's packed. but i have a feeling i forgot something..

you know what this means?

OBS BABY 

WUAUAUAUAIAIAIAIAIA

so i'll see you back again on friday (:

TILL THEN.

you don't have to call anymore

School's starting again tmr..
have i told you i hate school? yeah, i hate school.

you know, i haven't had this hatred for school since sec 1. :/ i hated primary school because the teachers will pick on me because i don't do their homework because i'm just too lazy. HAHAHA ah whatever lah. I think now it's because of the after-school thing when you come home and you have to do homework or study for the test you have and sometimes you just wish you were back in lower sec where everyone will only start studying when exams are coming up. HHAHA good times man i like! :D but now things are different..hmm. perservere, yes?

IM HAPPY FOR FREE PERIODS CAUSE YOU GET TO FINISH UP YOUR HOMEWORK AND YOU ALSO GET TO CRAM ALL THOSE LAST MINUTE CRAP IN YOUR HEAD!!! but we end school later, argh. you win some, you lose some.

hmm. so yesterday was flag day, i guess it was..alright yah?
location: toa payoh central
overall, i think i didn't manage to get 40 bucks..ah..forked out 2 bucks from my wallet in the end. which i still think it's not going to reach 40. and 2 aunties talked to me in chinese (srsly, do i look chinese? i'm so tanned i really look like a malay now lah. NOTE TO SELF: BUY SUN TAN/BLOCK LOTION FOR OBS)

Oh, did i tell you i'm going for OBS? YA YA I AM GOING FOR OBS CANYOUSENSEMYEXCITEMENT!!!!!! WOOOOHOO!!!!!!!! MY DREAMS HAVE FINALLY CAME TRUE. anyway anyway im trying my best to not get hyped up cause im scared it'll be disappointing, but i dont think so right? ah dontknow lah. anyway, OBS WOOOO!!

ok bye see you in schl.

Forever&A.

And I stare, at the phone

He still, hasn't called

And you feel so low you can't feel, nothing at all

And you flashback to when we said

Forever and always

And it rains in your bedroom, everything is wrong

It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone

Cause I was there when you said

Forever and always

what the fuck man.

why the hell do these things always happen to me?

LIKE ALWAYS ME. 2 YEARS IN A ROW. ME ME ME ME ME ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

fuck man.

THIS IS FUCKED UP I FUCKING HATE MY LIFE.

FUCK THIS SHIT. 

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR

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Went to the polyclinic last thursday with a bunch of people for our OBS checkup! we chilled there like as if we owned it HAHAHAHAA!!!

:) 

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English

Amirah was angry. She stormed into the class, pushing all those in her way. Her nostrils flared up. Her eyes bulged out of her sockets when she saw David, her mortal enemy. "Go away!" she erupted. 

If only she could turn back time, she thought.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA, mortal enemy! LOL

TGIF

I hate school.
(1) It's physically and mentally exhausting.
(2) Week 2 timetable is screwed and so is Week 1's (apparently this reason is actually cause of my sudden hatred for school-eh no im not blaming anyone. i just don't like the timetable this year).
I hate school.

Welllll at least there are people who would make me smile/laugh and add some hope for letting me look forward to lessons. Friends. Hah, friends....

I hate myself.

everything is different now.