It is so easy to see
Dysfunction between you and me
We must free up these tired souls
Before the sadness kills us both

I tried and tried to let you know
I love you but I'm letting go
It may not last but I don't know
Just don't know

If you don't know
Then you can't care
And you show up
But you're not there
But I'm waiting
And you want to
Still afraid that I will desert you

Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way

A bed that's warm with memories
Can heal us temporarily
The misbehaving only makes
The ditch between us so damn deep

Built a wall around my heart
I’ll never let it fall apart
But strangely I wish secretly
It would fall down while I'm asleep

If you don't know
Then you can't care
And you show up
But you're not there
But I'm waiting
And you want to
Still afraid that I will desert you, babe

Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way

Though we have not hit the ground
It doesn't mean we're not still falling,
Oh I want so bad to pick you up
But you're still too reluctant to accept my help
What a shame, I hope you find somewhere to place the blame
But until then the fact remains

Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes you so hard to stay
Nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way

Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way

If I was lost - You'd find me

thanks for being my friend.

Twilight is good.
Robert Pattinson is better.
Heart2Heart talks are the best.

Bitching/Gossiping is bad.
Spilling milo on a white shirt (or whatever light-coloured shirt) sucks.
Wasting a few hours of your life is worst.

fasting month is starting soon; hari raya is arriving soon.

So today in the morning, i helped Jancy do her flag-raising cause she didn't come. Then while I was waiting for the morning assembly to start, Ruben came up to check on us and I asked him if there were any sec 3s doing morning duty except me. Ruben said Chen Cheng was doing late-coming. I thought to myself, why Chen Cheng come to school today? He doesn't take art or d&t what..maybe he got some meeting going on. (LMAO!)

So after morning assembly, I quickly went down and asked him.
Me: Chen Cheng, you take d&t ah?
Chen Cheng: Huh? No?
Me: Huh? Then you come to school for what?
Chen Cheng: HUH! THERE'S STILL EXAMS TODAY?
Me: WHAT HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHA!!!!!! YA! Today is art and d&t paper what!
Chen Cheng: WHAT THE? I THOUGHT THERE'S LESSONS TODAY!
Me: AHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA!!!! NO! You have no school today lah! Wah Chen Cheng, you're so..
Chen Cheng:..stupid.
Me: AHAAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA!! YA! Legend sia!
Chen Cheng: What did you call me?
Me: I called you a legend.
Chen Cheng: OMG, WHY AM I SO STUPID! I DIDN'T KNOW I HAD NO SCHOOL TODAY!
Me: What the! HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHA WHY YOU NEVER CHECK!!!!
Chen Cheng: I totally forgot!
Me: Go home!!
Chen Cheng: You mean I can go home now?
Me: DUH -.- tell them you actually have no school today but you thought you had so you came.
Chen Cheng: Can ah?
Me: EH WHY NOT! Of course can lah!
Chen Cheng: (starts to nag at himself which is freaking funny! LMAO!)

Anyway, he still couldn't believe that he actually didn't have any school today! and i bet he's still thinking about it. LEGEND!ROFLMAO.

So after today's paper, Nix, GP and I went to Island Creamery cause common test is finally over!!!!!!!!! :D
Claramarie and Yes-mint were supposed to come but due to last minute things, they couldn't. Don't worry, we'll go again! It's quite near anyway and everyone has a straight bus :O
I'll blog more about today next time cause there are just too many details and just tooooooo many pictures to upload!!!!! So yep.


This picture makes me feel so happy!



PS: I MET BESTFRIEND-WITH-THE-SAME-NAME TODAY AT THE MRT STATION!!!!!!! I AM SO HAPPY!!!!!!!!!! You should have seen both of our reactions when we saw each other! I didn't notice it was her until Nix told me! THANK YOU NIX! BWTSN, I WANT TO BUKE PUASE WITH YOU!!!! I MISS YOU!!!!!!!!! UGK :(

To a group of people who makes me feel special.

I AM BEYOND WORDS. Damn hell, I feel so lucky to have friends like you!! Having friends like you makes me feel so special and so so so so so so so happy!! Your tags makes me feel like I am the luckiest person on earth! I feel like I have played an important role in your life (which I really hope I did).
I will definitely think of this moment when I feel down. Little things like this makes me feel appreciated and I really don't know how to express my gratitude for you (:

I know this is kind of short but..no words can express how I feel right now.
Again, Thank you for making me feel special
i love you guys so much (:

xoxo.

LOVE CALCULATOR IS BIAS.
i don't like it. okay no, I HATE IT! it sucks.

stupid simulator

MICHEAL PHELPS HAS ACHIEVED HIS DREAMS OF GETTING 8 GOLD MEDALS! aiseh, powerpack! HHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAH okay whatever -.- i want the rythmic gymnastics event and the sychronised swimming event to start. which i think it has already started. anyway, Singapore has gotten a medal! yay. whatever i know the news is like centuries ago but whatevs maaaan. im not a stupid girl gwen! i was just stating a fact okay!

okay i realised i've been very emo lately. i think it's because it's the time of the month. so i'm really sorry if i have hurt anyone emotionally. hopefully, things would be much better tomorrow, or later :D hmm..i've also realised that i've blog 4 days in a row. this is veryveryvery rare for me but i have to say, i'm kind of proud of myself! :D

my tagboard might disappear.

our conversations seems to get short and shorter, it's like as if we're strangers.

i was on my way home in the bus from tuition and the sky looked like it was going to rain so i just started to reflect about almost everything, from the past to the future. like everything!
and then i started to think about death (eh don't ask me why) and i started to think to myself,
if i jumped down from a building and died, which of my friends would cry?

goodnight.

i love today because you see, there was no school for me since today's papers were physics and chinese lit. i don't take physics and neither do i take chinese lit (duh -.- ).

so anyway, i slept at 8 yesterday because i was really very sad and i was suffering from a very very very bad headache (due to lack of sleep, i think. thanks ah common test!) and guess what time i woke up? i woke up at 10!!! :D okay no actually. my aunt called me at 9 plus and told me she's coming up to my house around 10 plus, so i decided to sleep until 10 plus (which i totally did :DD)! this is why i love today!

after i woke up, i turned on the computer and did some blog hopping, which i have not done ever since common test started, while waiting for my aunt to come up. When she came up, she brought a "tupperware" of tau huay!! :D the last time i ate tau huay was during the june holidays! felt like a year ): this is why i love today!

after i ate my breakfast, i continued to use the computer :) after a while, i felt kind of hungry so my aunty cooked for me.......CAMPBELL SOUP! MMMMM...yummy yum yum :D i decided to watch the olympics and i was very happy that the women's gymnastic's were on! i think the women's event for gymnastics are better and much more interesting than the men's. i dont know why, it's just my opinion and no im not a sexist! i think men's swimming is much more interesting than women's (HEHE *giggles*) but it's really my opinion so dont feel offended and throw rotten eggs/rotten tomatoes/whatever you can get hold of at me! this is why i love today - about the watching my favourite olympic event and the campbell soup part, not about the sexist and the feeling offended and the throwing rotten crap part.

the headache was back after the gymnastic event ended. perfect timing -.- decided to sleep and when i woke up, i decided to do some bio but i just couldn't concentrate so i read a book Hahaha!!! (this is what i don't really like about today. i didn't managed to study! this is bad!) anyway, i logged into flickr and i felt so happy and comfortable since i get to take my own sweet time to view and comment people's pictures! this is why i love today!

HAYUKEN! MANGA ME!
HAHA kudos to you if know where that's from (;

i feel so stupid and so embarassed.
i don't wish to talk to you now. i'm so sorry.
but i really think my secret is out.

Just go
I gave you my word and I promise to love you

From the moment I met you I just knew you'd be mine
You touched my hand & I knew that this was gonna be our time
I don't ever wanna lose this feeling, I don't wanna spend a moment apart
'Cos you bring out the best in me, like no-one else can do
That's why I'm by your side, and that's why I love you

So I lied. And you should probably know it since my tagboard leaked my lie out (Thanks GP!(: ) -.- Anyway, the chalet was funnnnnnnnnnnnnnn although there were like a gazillion different types of insects and lizards welcoming you but but it was still alright! I shared my room with Kak Nila and she purposely made me sleep on the bed nearest to the toilet! >:(

GP came! :D We did our dance (LMAO! HAHAHAHAHA), camwhored, had a heart2heart talk and ate le food. OH OH OH AND SHE ATE THE VERYVERYVERYVERY SPICY SOTONG THAT MY GRANDMA MADE! LEGEND!!!!!!!!!!

I played bowling with Bik Anur, Kak Iza, Kak Nila and Abang Nasri and and and I ACTUALLY MANAGED TO PLAY WITHOUT GETTING LESS THAN 10 POINTS FOR A GAME! AISEH I IMPROVED ALOTALOTALOTALOTALOT OKAY. I actually beat Kak Nilah, who won the first game, in the second game (HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!) and Abang Nasri and I scored around the same during the second game and he is veryveryvery good at playing bowling! :D WOOOOOOO!

After bowling, we decided to watch The Dark Knight cause it was raining and we weren't carrying any umbrellas. The cinema was freaking cold and all of us were wearing chalet-ish clothes. Overall, the movie is really good and i advise you to go to the gentlemen's or the ladies' before you enter the cinema. Every scene counts!!!

I had an enjoyable National Day holiday with the family and I think the National Day celebrations in school were alright. The quiz was funny! but Sean didn't put in his effort!! ahnoyying. the hand-in-hand thing was fun although the pledge was half said but the waves we did was super fun!

I shall continue studying for the common test which is..tomorrow. :/ AND THE PAPER FOR TOMORROW SUCKS! >:(

If I could I would but you're with her now, it'd do no good
I should have fought her but instead I let her - I let her take it
I just wept and regretted this moment - oh that I - I was the fool

I'll be going to some camp adventure thing and I'll be back on Monday!

SEE YOU!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMIRAH (Jaya)!!!
bestfriend with the same name as me.

you're 15! older than me, but still shorter than me! HAHAHAHAHHAA, okay. i miss you! it has been too long, WE NEED TO CATCH UP! I HAVE SO MANY THINGS TO TELL YOU!!!!!!! the last time we met was at your school's funfair for your cheerleading thing, so longgggggggg. ):

i miss you very(x infinite) much!

i love youtm! (:
have a blessed birthday!

(sorry i know this picture suckssss)

I know youre afraid of what you feel
You still need time to heal and I can help if youll only let me try
You touch me and something in me knew what I could have with you
Well Im not ready to kiss that dream goodbye

again?

MY LIFE IS REALLY A JOKE!

so you see, i was holding the lanyard that was attached to my mp3 player and since the mp3 player was kind of light, i started to swing it. So after a few seconds of swinging my mp3 player, i started to swing it 360 degrees! it felt kind of cool so i continued to swing it.
I didn't realise there was a chair behind me, so i started to walk backwards while keeping my eyes fixed on the tv and still swinging my mp3 player 360 degrees.

AND BAAAAMMMMMMMM!!!! YOU KNOW WHAT?

My mp3 player hit the chair AND THE SCREEN CRACKED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
UGK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so i told mama and she just laughed at me! D:
crap! and the worst part is that the mp3 isn't mine damnit!!!!!
IT BELONGS TO PAPA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So i quickly took the scotch tape and taped the screen so that the glass won't come out. ):

i think i need to get my own mp3 so i will learn how to take care of my own things. SIGH!

freaking suay, ah damnit laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.
WHY ME!!!!!!!!!!! >:'(

You found me when no one else was lookin'
How did you know just where I would be?
Yeah, you broke through all of my confusion
The ups and the downs and you still didn't leave
I guess that you saw what nobody could see
You found me

Today has been good. The only thing i hated about today was Chemistry cause there was a test. Chem is one of my least favourite subjects and clara has to teach me everytime cause i won't understand because i won't listen to the teacher because i don't really you know..yeah. :/ anyway, THANK YOU CLARA! <3>

After school was great! Hung out with Clara-Marie, GP and Nicotine at our usual place. I like the drink i drank and the food i ate. simply delicious and totally worth the cash!
ALWAYS BE MY BAOBEI/ALWAYS BE MY SAYANG

(HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHA)
KISS ME BYE BYE/QING BYEBYE
(LMAO! HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA)
<3<3<3

english common test tmr and classes resumes after the paper. HEH?! TSK. i thought we were able to go home straight after the paper!! i dontlike! >:(

i think my keyboard hates me. :(

Were you right, was I wrong
Were you weak, was I strong, yeah
Both of us broken
Caught in a moment
We lived and we loved
And we hurt and we jumped, yeah
But the planets all aligned
When you looked into my eyes
And just like that
The chemicals react

"Your life is a joke"
- Jordan
i can't agree more. :/

I CAN'T WAIT FOR THE WEEK TO END!

i'm screwed.
so so so screwed sucks

I miss it, i miss it

Ah..well, today was so sour. I only had 5 hours of sufficient sleep (how sad is that!) because you know, there were so many thoughts running through my mind. SIGH.

Anyway, i think..everything is fine now? i dontknow.

i shouldn't have asked you.

The long awaited Racial Harmony Day pictures!
i think i look ugly in the pictures.
i shouldn't have bun-ed my hair up.
-.-
k nevermind...

i look damn ewww. there should actually be more pictures but it's not with me.

i don't know what you do, but you do it well

i'm blogging. because. i'm bored.
i'm in the school library. using. the computer.
i'm waiting for GP. because. she has. detention.
im suppose to have malay. remedial. but. cikgu cancelled it. because i think. she's not feeling well.

i want to go to the toilet but i dont want anyone to use the comp while im away!! HAHAHA!!! i think i'm going to be sick sick sick. i've got the sore throat, the runny nose and the nicenice voice (:
i love my voice preash.

so irfan asked me a stupid & annoying question -.-"
'you like ______ or _______?'
annoying ah! >:(

okay. im bored. and i think. im going to end here.

JACQ, i'll upload the pics laterlater!!!! :D
the library is damn noisy.

Girl, Taning, Popcorn/Rice, -.- Teachers, Cute dancers, Sun.

Yesterday was tiring! Went to vivo with Nicole, Clara, Cherilyn, Bhavna, Shawn, Leon, Shing Pheng, MeiXu, Tessa and Kylie to help out with the SYF thingy. We were the crew for backstage and it was very tiring and we all got a tan! Most of us were sun burnt and all of us have tan lines. HAHAHA i couldn't stop laughing at Cherilyn! HAHA sorry sorry.

We were all very hungry cause we didn't eat breakfast since we all thought the school was providing us breakfast. Tessa and I kept on complaining for food since the amphitheatre was located right smack in between Marche and Food Republic. Annoyed, annoyed. The smell of food was seriously freaking appetizing. There was this meaty smell which smelled amazing! There was a minute when the smell was like the smell of OPC's kitchen! Okay, whatever. All of us were thinking about lunch since it was 9 then and lunch was at 11.

The first rehearsal was really tiring and very stressful and very hot. The rehearsal was supposed to last for 45 mins but it lasted around 1 1/2 hours. So we didn't get to eat our lunch on time. I was feeling very moody cause I was really hungry and the sun was showing no mercy and the teachers from other schools were like -.- (okay i don't know how to explain their "-.-" but i think you get the drift).

The moment the first rehearsal ended, we all ran to our food! HAHAHAHHAHAHAH!! Mr Low sponsored us coffee/tea from coffee bean! OHMIGOSH, THANK YOU MR LOW. It felt so good to eat proper food and have caffeine in your body!
Cherilyn: Which drink is yours?
Me: Eh..I don't know. Did you see where you put your cup or you just put?
Cherilyn: Just put.
Me: Oh shit how. I think this is mine. *picks up a cup*
Cherilyn: oh then this is mine then *picks up a cup*
Both drank the drink.
Me: EH! No leh, that's mine.
Cherilyn: That's mine also!!
Exchange cups.
Me: EH NO! that's mine!!!
Cherilyn: EH YAH THAT'S MINE!!
Exchange cups again.
Me: MMM..yeah this is mine.
Cherilyn: this is mine also!!!
Started to laugh.
HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA DAMN FUNNY!

The second rehearsal was okay cause we knew what to do and we didn't really need everyone to be on stage after each performance. So all of us set at the back of stage and talked but eh we all took turns to help okay! All of us started noticing that we were all tanned! HAHA and we started calling Shawn, Girl! LOL! HAHAHAHHAHA!! it's a long story and it's freaking funny!!

After the second rehearsal, Clara, MeiXu, Kylie and I went to 7-11 to get drinks to pump us up (LMAO!). When we went back, it started to rain! and the props were getting wet so some of us went back to cover them and we got stucked in the passageway -.-. we started making friends with the lady who was selling kit kats for a good cause. she wanted us to buy but er only shawn, clara and kylie did. it was kind of ex but it's for a good cause! :D

The rain was decreasing and it stopped. We shifted all the props and stuff back to backstage. The real show was delayed for umm..i forgot. HAHA.

Yeah when the show started, it wasnt raining and some things got messed up but it's okay cause it went on smoothly! IT STARTED TO RAIN AGAIN!!! And all of us rushed the things back to pathway and Cherilyn, Clara, Tessa, Kylie, Shawn and I became umbrella holders for the performers. Again, the rain stopped but it stopped when the show was going to end, so there wasn't any need to like put the props back cause most of the school went off already.

We started to take pictures right after the thing ended and i went off to orchard to meet mama and kak nilah. We were planning to buy shoes but i was too tired so we ate dinner and we went home.

WHOA, a proper post after a long time and a long one too!! okay bye.