My comp is lagging like a babz! Yes, it's working already :D i don't know what my sister did. She just pressed the power button at the CPU and it turned on! When I pressed the bloody button, it wouldn't on! My CPU has issues :/

Anyway, I got myself a set of Harry Potter GoF postcards of the TriWizard Champions for passing my chemistry (cause i actually thought i would fail and i promised myself i'll get something nice for passing-and i did! :D)!! I'm going to replace Katie Leung's face with my f a c e! LMAO, i was just kidding! HAHAHA!
So now I'm hunting for something nice to buy for myself since I also thought I would fail POA since I didn't really study much and i promised myself i would buy something nice if i passed POA and again, i did! So yep. I'm saving up my money to get some movie merchandise or probably some clothes will do. I dontknow. :D

Why must the Cullen boys look so mesmerizing and charismatic? WHY.

'I'm only afraid of losing you'

hello,
Happy Twilight Tuesday!
goodbye

urgh! school starts tomorrow. uuuuuuuuuuurrrgggh~
:(

nick jonas is so cute! haha!! :D
i can't stand my blog..

We're not the same, dear, as we used to be.
The seasons have changed and so have we.
There was little we could say, and even less we could do
To stop the ice from getting thinner under me and you.

We bury our love in the windsory grave
Along came the snow, that was all that remained.
But we stayed by its side as the days turned to weeks
And the ice kept getting thinner with every word that we'd speak.

And when spring arrived
We were taken by surprise when the flows under our feet
Led into the sea
Nothing was left for you and me.

We're not the same, dear,
And it seems to me
There's more where we can go
With nothing underneath.
And it saddens me to say
But we both know, well, it's true
That the ice was getting thinner
Under me and you.
The ice was getting thinner
Under me and you.

i feel that i've let down so many people today.

just another manic monday, waking up at 4.45AM+ to have my breakfast. Not eating from 5.40AM++ to 7.05PM++. It's going to be a routine for the next 22days or so..

anyway, i shall bring out my inner Alice Cullen in me now. If I'm not wrong, the September holidays are going to be much, much, much, much suckier than the June holidays. Yep, something tells me that mama won't let me leave this place called home. I feel like Anne Frank :(
If you asked me out, be prepared to be turned down. Don't say I didn't warn you.

okay bye. selamat berpuasa-ing!
i'm going to find that pokemon cartridge! >:(

It is so easy to see
Dysfunction between you and me
We must free up these tired souls
Before the sadness kills us both

I tried and tried to let you know
I love you but I'm letting go
It may not last but I don't know
Just don't know

If you don't know
Then you can't care
And you show up
But you're not there
But I'm waiting
And you want to
Still afraid that I will desert you

Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way

A bed that's warm with memories
Can heal us temporarily
The misbehaving only makes
The ditch between us so damn deep

Built a wall around my heart
I’ll never let it fall apart
But strangely I wish secretly
It would fall down while I'm asleep

If you don't know
Then you can't care
And you show up
But you're not there
But I'm waiting
And you want to
Still afraid that I will desert you, babe

Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way

Though we have not hit the ground
It doesn't mean we're not still falling,
Oh I want so bad to pick you up
But you're still too reluctant to accept my help
What a shame, I hope you find somewhere to place the blame
But until then the fact remains

Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes you so hard to stay
Nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way

Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way

If I was lost - You'd find me

thanks for being my friend.

Twilight is good.
Robert Pattinson is better.
Heart2Heart talks are the best.

Bitching/Gossiping is bad.
Spilling milo on a white shirt (or whatever light-coloured shirt) sucks.
Wasting a few hours of your life is worst.

fasting month is starting soon; hari raya is arriving soon.

So today in the morning, i helped Jancy do her flag-raising cause she didn't come. Then while I was waiting for the morning assembly to start, Ruben came up to check on us and I asked him if there were any sec 3s doing morning duty except me. Ruben said Chen Cheng was doing late-coming. I thought to myself, why Chen Cheng come to school today? He doesn't take art or d&t what..maybe he got some meeting going on. (LMAO!)

So after morning assembly, I quickly went down and asked him.
Me: Chen Cheng, you take d&t ah?
Chen Cheng: Huh? No?
Me: Huh? Then you come to school for what?
Chen Cheng: HUH! THERE'S STILL EXAMS TODAY?
Me: WHAT HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHA!!!!!! YA! Today is art and d&t paper what!
Chen Cheng: WHAT THE? I THOUGHT THERE'S LESSONS TODAY!
Me: AHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA!!!! NO! You have no school today lah! Wah Chen Cheng, you're so..
Chen Cheng:..stupid.
Me: AHAAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA!! YA! Legend sia!
Chen Cheng: What did you call me?
Me: I called you a legend.
Chen Cheng: OMG, WHY AM I SO STUPID! I DIDN'T KNOW I HAD NO SCHOOL TODAY!
Me: What the! HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHA WHY YOU NEVER CHECK!!!!
Chen Cheng: I totally forgot!
Me: Go home!!
Chen Cheng: You mean I can go home now?
Me: DUH -.- tell them you actually have no school today but you thought you had so you came.
Chen Cheng: Can ah?
Me: EH WHY NOT! Of course can lah!
Chen Cheng: (starts to nag at himself which is freaking funny! LMAO!)

Anyway, he still couldn't believe that he actually didn't have any school today! and i bet he's still thinking about it. LEGEND!ROFLMAO.

So after today's paper, Nix, GP and I went to Island Creamery cause common test is finally over!!!!!!!!! :D
Claramarie and Yes-mint were supposed to come but due to last minute things, they couldn't. Don't worry, we'll go again! It's quite near anyway and everyone has a straight bus :O
I'll blog more about today next time cause there are just too many details and just tooooooo many pictures to upload!!!!! So yep.


This picture makes me feel so happy!



PS: I MET BESTFRIEND-WITH-THE-SAME-NAME TODAY AT THE MRT STATION!!!!!!! I AM SO HAPPY!!!!!!!!!! You should have seen both of our reactions when we saw each other! I didn't notice it was her until Nix told me! THANK YOU NIX! BWTSN, I WANT TO BUKE PUASE WITH YOU!!!! I MISS YOU!!!!!!!!! UGK :(

To a group of people who makes me feel special.

I AM BEYOND WORDS. Damn hell, I feel so lucky to have friends like you!! Having friends like you makes me feel so special and so so so so so so so happy!! Your tags makes me feel like I am the luckiest person on earth! I feel like I have played an important role in your life (which I really hope I did).
I will definitely think of this moment when I feel down. Little things like this makes me feel appreciated and I really don't know how to express my gratitude for you (:

I know this is kind of short but..no words can express how I feel right now.
Again, Thank you for making me feel special
i love you guys so much (:

xoxo.

LOVE CALCULATOR IS BIAS.
i don't like it. okay no, I HATE IT! it sucks.

stupid simulator

MICHEAL PHELPS HAS ACHIEVED HIS DREAMS OF GETTING 8 GOLD MEDALS! aiseh, powerpack! HHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAH okay whatever -.- i want the rythmic gymnastics event and the sychronised swimming event to start. which i think it has already started. anyway, Singapore has gotten a medal! yay. whatever i know the news is like centuries ago but whatevs maaaan. im not a stupid girl gwen! i was just stating a fact okay!

okay i realised i've been very emo lately. i think it's because it's the time of the month. so i'm really sorry if i have hurt anyone emotionally. hopefully, things would be much better tomorrow, or later :D hmm..i've also realised that i've blog 4 days in a row. this is veryveryvery rare for me but i have to say, i'm kind of proud of myself! :D

my tagboard might disappear.

our conversations seems to get short and shorter, it's like as if we're strangers.

i was on my way home in the bus from tuition and the sky looked like it was going to rain so i just started to reflect about almost everything, from the past to the future. like everything!
and then i started to think about death (eh don't ask me why) and i started to think to myself,
if i jumped down from a building and died, which of my friends would cry?

goodnight.

i love today because you see, there was no school for me since today's papers were physics and chinese lit. i don't take physics and neither do i take chinese lit (duh -.- ).

so anyway, i slept at 8 yesterday because i was really very sad and i was suffering from a very very very bad headache (due to lack of sleep, i think. thanks ah common test!) and guess what time i woke up? i woke up at 10!!! :D okay no actually. my aunt called me at 9 plus and told me she's coming up to my house around 10 plus, so i decided to sleep until 10 plus (which i totally did :DD)! this is why i love today!

after i woke up, i turned on the computer and did some blog hopping, which i have not done ever since common test started, while waiting for my aunt to come up. When she came up, she brought a "tupperware" of tau huay!! :D the last time i ate tau huay was during the june holidays! felt like a year ): this is why i love today!

after i ate my breakfast, i continued to use the computer :) after a while, i felt kind of hungry so my aunty cooked for me.......CAMPBELL SOUP! MMMMM...yummy yum yum :D i decided to watch the olympics and i was very happy that the women's gymnastic's were on! i think the women's event for gymnastics are better and much more interesting than the men's. i dont know why, it's just my opinion and no im not a sexist! i think men's swimming is much more interesting than women's (HEHE *giggles*) but it's really my opinion so dont feel offended and throw rotten eggs/rotten tomatoes/whatever you can get hold of at me! this is why i love today - about the watching my favourite olympic event and the campbell soup part, not about the sexist and the feeling offended and the throwing rotten crap part.

the headache was back after the gymnastic event ended. perfect timing -.- decided to sleep and when i woke up, i decided to do some bio but i just couldn't concentrate so i read a book Hahaha!!! (this is what i don't really like about today. i didn't managed to study! this is bad!) anyway, i logged into flickr and i felt so happy and comfortable since i get to take my own sweet time to view and comment people's pictures! this is why i love today!

HAYUKEN! MANGA ME!
HAHA kudos to you if know where that's from (;

i feel so stupid and so embarassed.
i don't wish to talk to you now. i'm so sorry.
but i really think my secret is out.

Just go
I gave you my word and I promise to love you

From the moment I met you I just knew you'd be mine
You touched my hand & I knew that this was gonna be our time
I don't ever wanna lose this feeling, I don't wanna spend a moment apart
'Cos you bring out the best in me, like no-one else can do
That's why I'm by your side, and that's why I love you

So I lied. And you should probably know it since my tagboard leaked my lie out (Thanks GP!(: ) -.- Anyway, the chalet was funnnnnnnnnnnnnnn although there were like a gazillion different types of insects and lizards welcoming you but but it was still alright! I shared my room with Kak Nila and she purposely made me sleep on the bed nearest to the toilet! >:(

GP came! :D We did our dance (LMAO! HAHAHAHAHA), camwhored, had a heart2heart talk and ate le food. OH OH OH AND SHE ATE THE VERYVERYVERYVERY SPICY SOTONG THAT MY GRANDMA MADE! LEGEND!!!!!!!!!!

I played bowling with Bik Anur, Kak Iza, Kak Nila and Abang Nasri and and and I ACTUALLY MANAGED TO PLAY WITHOUT GETTING LESS THAN 10 POINTS FOR A GAME! AISEH I IMPROVED ALOTALOTALOTALOTALOT OKAY. I actually beat Kak Nilah, who won the first game, in the second game (HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!) and Abang Nasri and I scored around the same during the second game and he is veryveryvery good at playing bowling! :D WOOOOOOO!

After bowling, we decided to watch The Dark Knight cause it was raining and we weren't carrying any umbrellas. The cinema was freaking cold and all of us were wearing chalet-ish clothes. Overall, the movie is really good and i advise you to go to the gentlemen's or the ladies' before you enter the cinema. Every scene counts!!!

I had an enjoyable National Day holiday with the family and I think the National Day celebrations in school were alright. The quiz was funny! but Sean didn't put in his effort!! ahnoyying. the hand-in-hand thing was fun although the pledge was half said but the waves we did was super fun!

I shall continue studying for the common test which is..tomorrow. :/ AND THE PAPER FOR TOMORROW SUCKS! >:(

If I could I would but you're with her now, it'd do no good
I should have fought her but instead I let her - I let her take it
I just wept and regretted this moment - oh that I - I was the fool

I'll be going to some camp adventure thing and I'll be back on Monday!

SEE YOU!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMIRAH (Jaya)!!!
bestfriend with the same name as me.

you're 15! older than me, but still shorter than me! HAHAHAHAHHAA, okay. i miss you! it has been too long, WE NEED TO CATCH UP! I HAVE SO MANY THINGS TO TELL YOU!!!!!!! the last time we met was at your school's funfair for your cheerleading thing, so longgggggggg. ):

i miss you very(x infinite) much!

i love youtm! (:
have a blessed birthday!

(sorry i know this picture suckssss)

I know youre afraid of what you feel
You still need time to heal and I can help if youll only let me try
You touch me and something in me knew what I could have with you
Well Im not ready to kiss that dream goodbye

again?

MY LIFE IS REALLY A JOKE!

so you see, i was holding the lanyard that was attached to my mp3 player and since the mp3 player was kind of light, i started to swing it. So after a few seconds of swinging my mp3 player, i started to swing it 360 degrees! it felt kind of cool so i continued to swing it.
I didn't realise there was a chair behind me, so i started to walk backwards while keeping my eyes fixed on the tv and still swinging my mp3 player 360 degrees.

AND BAAAAMMMMMMMM!!!! YOU KNOW WHAT?

My mp3 player hit the chair AND THE SCREEN CRACKED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
UGK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so i told mama and she just laughed at me! D:
crap! and the worst part is that the mp3 isn't mine damnit!!!!!
IT BELONGS TO PAPA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So i quickly took the scotch tape and taped the screen so that the glass won't come out. ):

i think i need to get my own mp3 so i will learn how to take care of my own things. SIGH!

freaking suay, ah damnit laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.
WHY ME!!!!!!!!!!! >:'(

You found me when no one else was lookin'
How did you know just where I would be?
Yeah, you broke through all of my confusion
The ups and the downs and you still didn't leave
I guess that you saw what nobody could see
You found me

Today has been good. The only thing i hated about today was Chemistry cause there was a test. Chem is one of my least favourite subjects and clara has to teach me everytime cause i won't understand because i won't listen to the teacher because i don't really you know..yeah. :/ anyway, THANK YOU CLARA! <3>

After school was great! Hung out with Clara-Marie, GP and Nicotine at our usual place. I like the drink i drank and the food i ate. simply delicious and totally worth the cash!
ALWAYS BE MY BAOBEI/ALWAYS BE MY SAYANG

(HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHA)
KISS ME BYE BYE/QING BYEBYE
(LMAO! HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA)
<3<3<3

english common test tmr and classes resumes after the paper. HEH?! TSK. i thought we were able to go home straight after the paper!! i dontlike! >:(

i think my keyboard hates me. :(

Were you right, was I wrong
Were you weak, was I strong, yeah
Both of us broken
Caught in a moment
We lived and we loved
And we hurt and we jumped, yeah
But the planets all aligned
When you looked into my eyes
And just like that
The chemicals react

"Your life is a joke"
- Jordan
i can't agree more. :/

I CAN'T WAIT FOR THE WEEK TO END!

i'm screwed.
so so so screwed sucks

I miss it, i miss it

Ah..well, today was so sour. I only had 5 hours of sufficient sleep (how sad is that!) because you know, there were so many thoughts running through my mind. SIGH.

Anyway, i think..everything is fine now? i dontknow.

i shouldn't have asked you.

The long awaited Racial Harmony Day pictures!
i think i look ugly in the pictures.
i shouldn't have bun-ed my hair up.
-.-
k nevermind...

i look damn ewww. there should actually be more pictures but it's not with me.

i don't know what you do, but you do it well

i'm blogging. because. i'm bored.
i'm in the school library. using. the computer.
i'm waiting for GP. because. she has. detention.
im suppose to have malay. remedial. but. cikgu cancelled it. because i think. she's not feeling well.

i want to go to the toilet but i dont want anyone to use the comp while im away!! HAHAHA!!! i think i'm going to be sick sick sick. i've got the sore throat, the runny nose and the nicenice voice (:
i love my voice preash.

so irfan asked me a stupid & annoying question -.-"
'you like ______ or _______?'
annoying ah! >:(

okay. im bored. and i think. im going to end here.

JACQ, i'll upload the pics laterlater!!!! :D
the library is damn noisy.

Girl, Taning, Popcorn/Rice, -.- Teachers, Cute dancers, Sun.

Yesterday was tiring! Went to vivo with Nicole, Clara, Cherilyn, Bhavna, Shawn, Leon, Shing Pheng, MeiXu, Tessa and Kylie to help out with the SYF thingy. We were the crew for backstage and it was very tiring and we all got a tan! Most of us were sun burnt and all of us have tan lines. HAHAHA i couldn't stop laughing at Cherilyn! HAHA sorry sorry.

We were all very hungry cause we didn't eat breakfast since we all thought the school was providing us breakfast. Tessa and I kept on complaining for food since the amphitheatre was located right smack in between Marche and Food Republic. Annoyed, annoyed. The smell of food was seriously freaking appetizing. There was this meaty smell which smelled amazing! There was a minute when the smell was like the smell of OPC's kitchen! Okay, whatever. All of us were thinking about lunch since it was 9 then and lunch was at 11.

The first rehearsal was really tiring and very stressful and very hot. The rehearsal was supposed to last for 45 mins but it lasted around 1 1/2 hours. So we didn't get to eat our lunch on time. I was feeling very moody cause I was really hungry and the sun was showing no mercy and the teachers from other schools were like -.- (okay i don't know how to explain their "-.-" but i think you get the drift).

The moment the first rehearsal ended, we all ran to our food! HAHAHAHHAHAHAH!! Mr Low sponsored us coffee/tea from coffee bean! OHMIGOSH, THANK YOU MR LOW. It felt so good to eat proper food and have caffeine in your body!
Cherilyn: Which drink is yours?
Me: Eh..I don't know. Did you see where you put your cup or you just put?
Cherilyn: Just put.
Me: Oh shit how. I think this is mine. *picks up a cup*
Cherilyn: oh then this is mine then *picks up a cup*
Both drank the drink.
Me: EH! No leh, that's mine.
Cherilyn: That's mine also!!
Exchange cups.
Me: EH NO! that's mine!!!
Cherilyn: EH YAH THAT'S MINE!!
Exchange cups again.
Me: MMM..yeah this is mine.
Cherilyn: this is mine also!!!
Started to laugh.
HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA DAMN FUNNY!

The second rehearsal was okay cause we knew what to do and we didn't really need everyone to be on stage after each performance. So all of us set at the back of stage and talked but eh we all took turns to help okay! All of us started noticing that we were all tanned! HAHA and we started calling Shawn, Girl! LOL! HAHAHAHHAHA!! it's a long story and it's freaking funny!!

After the second rehearsal, Clara, MeiXu, Kylie and I went to 7-11 to get drinks to pump us up (LMAO!). When we went back, it started to rain! and the props were getting wet so some of us went back to cover them and we got stucked in the passageway -.-. we started making friends with the lady who was selling kit kats for a good cause. she wanted us to buy but er only shawn, clara and kylie did. it was kind of ex but it's for a good cause! :D

The rain was decreasing and it stopped. We shifted all the props and stuff back to backstage. The real show was delayed for umm..i forgot. HAHA.

Yeah when the show started, it wasnt raining and some things got messed up but it's okay cause it went on smoothly! IT STARTED TO RAIN AGAIN!!! And all of us rushed the things back to pathway and Cherilyn, Clara, Tessa, Kylie, Shawn and I became umbrella holders for the performers. Again, the rain stopped but it stopped when the show was going to end, so there wasn't any need to like put the props back cause most of the school went off already.

We started to take pictures right after the thing ended and i went off to orchard to meet mama and kak nilah. We were planning to buy shoes but i was too tired so we ate dinner and we went home.

WHOA, a proper post after a long time and a long one too!! okay bye.

I CAN'T WAIT FOR THE CLASS TEE!

i think it'll be nice i think it'll be nice

if we were a movie, you'd be the right guy and i'd be the best friend that you'll fall in love with. in the end we'd be laughing, watching the sunset. paint it black, show the names, play the happy song.

today was such a crappy day. i screwed up almost everything i did today.

i guess this is payback.
cheer me up...

this was supposed to be yesterday's post but i didn't manage to post it 'cause the library was closing.

posted on 5.00PM, 11 July 2008

ohmygoodnezzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz, THE NEW LIBRARY IS FREAKING AWESOME!!~ heh im using the library's wireless computers HEH HEH HEH!!!
it's like so much better and so much nicer and so much library-ish than the old library (;

my eyes are in pain cause the computer screen isn't really at the right colour--it's pinkish-purplish. and er..it's because of me but IT WASN'T ON PURPOSE!!!!!!!!!

hi, im princess Diana((: heeeheeeee (right.. -.-)

that's from clara -.- she has been saying that since we started to do morning patrol duty! and all because i was sheltering her with an umbrella (she asked me to hold her umbrella while she picked up the litter -.-). you know she started to wave at "people" and labeled Rayson and Sharavana as bodyguards and she said i'm her umbrella holder!!! annoying right????? but i'll still love her no matter what happens (: HEHEX!

anyway, back to the topic.
THE SCREEN IS OKAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! cause clara fixed it. YAH CLARA TAN.

okay it all started when i thought the computer was kind of far and i didn't really like it. so i pushed it forward and colours like pink, purple and blue started to appear on the screen instead of white. what the heck and i started to panic! HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAH, silly. but it's okay now..all thanks to clara! :D

I wish...

• it was still semester 1 when things weren't as complicated as it is now.
• it was still 2007.
• it was the 2nd of November 2007.
• _______ would rule my world as he used to in 2007.
• school ended veryvery early like 2007 and yasmine and i were able to go wherever we want to go.
• family problems wouldn't affect us.
• people would take us seriously this time.
• life was colourful and i get to stone in class.
• lessons weren't as boring as it is now.
• i can look forward to school like how i did last year and the year before.
• my hair will reach the length i want it to be by the end of the year.
• things would go back to normal.

i kind of wish it was still 2007 these days. hmm..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIA LE!!!

you're 15! YAY!!!

so i hope you'll be more of a gentleman and i know you can okay!! HMPH!

i'm looking foward to the bus ride home!!! (HEHEHEHE)

i'm so disappointed today.

things didn't work out the way i thought it would or the way i expected it to. i got quite upset with the way the people whom i respect behaved today.

or even worse, i was looking forward to _______ but it got so freaking messed up.

i've not eaten anything since 3.20pm cause i have no apetite. i might as well just starve myself right?

why is everyone so different these few days?
you've changed. like alot..what's up? when i asked you if everything's alright, you said everything is okay but i know something is up. is it because you don't want me to worry? or you just don't think i'm able to help you?

whatever.

Without love..

Without love..
Life is like the seasons with no summer

Without love...
Life is rock 'n' roll without a drummer

'Cause without love...
Life is like a beat that you can't follow

Without love...
Life is Doris Day at the Apollo

Without love...
Life is like a prom that won't invite us

Without love...
Life's getting my big break and laryngitis

Without love...
Life's a '45' when you can't buy it


Like a week that's only Mondays
Only ice cream, never sundaes
Like a circle with no center
Like a door marked "do not enter!"

Darling, you had best believe me,
Never leave me without love <3

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JORDAN!
you're 16 and please don't hate me when you see your picture

(LMAO! HAHAHAHHAHA!!!!!)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY IQA!
you're 15 you annoying girl.
and don't hate me when you see your picture too (PFFT HAHAHAHHA!!!)!!

I HATE THE WEATHER! I HATE THE WEATHER! I HATE THE WEATHER! I HATE THE WEATHER! I HATE THE WEATHER! I HATE THE WEATHER! I HATE THE WEATHER! I HATE THE WEATHER! I HATE THE WEATHER! I HATE THE WEATHER! I HATE THE WEATHER! I HATE THE WEATHER! I HATE THE WEATHER! I HATE THE WEATHER! I HATE THE WEATHER! I HATE THE WEATHER! I HATE THE WEATHER! I HATE THE WEATHER! I HATE THE WEATHER! I HATE THE WEATHER! I HATE THE WEATHER! I HATE THE WEATHER! I HATE THE WEATHER! I HATE THE WEATHER! I HATE THE WEATHER! I HATE THE WEATHER! I HATE THE WEATHER! I HATE THE WEATHER! I HATE THE WEATHER! I HATE THE WEATHER! I HATE THE WEATHER! I HATE THE WEATHER! I HATE THE WEATHER! I HATE THE WEATHER! I HATE THE WEATHER! I HATE THE WEATHER! I HATE THE WEATHER! I HATE THE WEATHER! I HATE THE WEATHER! I HATE THE WEATHER! I HATE THE WEATHER! I HATE THE WEATHER! I HATE THE WEATHER! I HATE THE WEATHER!

i need a fan to blast right infront of me/at the side/at the back or i'll start perspiring like there's no tomorrow. URGH and the worst part is that i'm just sitting down and i'm perspiring! the weather is being a reallllllll bitch and i hate it. :(

i am going to learn to carefully scroll and press my contact's name when i'm calling/messaging someone. this month, i have wasted FIVE of my limited free sms! YOU KNOW HOW WASTED IT IS--IT'S LIKE THROWING AWAY A SINGLE CUP FULL OF WILD STRAWBERRY ICE-CREAM!! it sucks especially when you can only sms less than 500 each month!!! i think my phone's joss stick (or whatever you call it) and the lagging of my phone shall be blamed! okay no, not really. i have to blame my patience too. BUT STILL! ARGH, and i will be veryveryvery embarassed when i sent the message to the wrong person. especially when you're trying to surprise that person! just now was freaking embarassing. :(

>:( me and my blur-ness. IT IS ANNOYING TO THE MAX.
okay, i must prevent myself from being so blur! YES.

andandand i totally hate it when someone totally interrupts me when i just started to use the internet or when i just started to have a shiok feeling when i'm using the internet. i can't stand it! it really annoyes me to the max. especially when i have to do some crap thing like pass/take something to/from someone (whom i have never met in my life) or like open the door eventhough there is another person who is seriously near the door! WALAO I GET REALLY PISSED OKAY. i know it's good to help people when they are tired or (insert whatever excuses you know), but this is too much damn it.

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sorry for my negative post! i must start doing things that will cheer me up so that i can write a positive post. HAHA.

sorry FF!

PRIVATE
POST

wonderful memories that makes me go happy happy!

happy moments (;

i think..

I'M PISSED. FUCKING PISSED.
do not talk to me.

I've decided to do a proper post today! i realised most of my june holiday posts were all very short and...sweet?! i guess. So, today marks the last day of the holidays! WHYYYYYYYYYY!!!!

Overall, the holidays were..okay. like, average. Yep! I didn't travel out of singapore this hols (I didn't really mind though) but it's okay! I didn't get to meet my friends--okay that's a lie! I DID get to meet them but i didn't get to meet them as how much i wanted to.

1st week of the holidays

• went back to school to meet miss foo for th council camp
• went back to school again to meet miss foo and sec 3 councillors for th council camp
• umm..tuition with clara!

2nd week of the holidays

• went to school again for council camp!
• went for tuition alone but saw Jordan.
• went to the airport to send mama and papa off. which also means that i can't leave the house to meet friends but i can only leave the house for school (?!) and family. -.-
• NICOTINE'S PARTY (this was exceptional cause i told mama before! :D)

3rd week of the holidays

• went out with my sisters, aunt.
• went for tuition alone again.

4th week of the holidays

• went to the airport to fetch mama and papa back! which means i can go out!!! WOO.
• went out with nicotine. :D
• went to nicotine's house with g and amanda for some poa thing and then left and met Jordan.
• went for tuition with g

SEE WHAT I MEAN!! it's like so..average. actually, it's slightly below average. HAHA whatever. -.- many things happened during this period and..we all managed to overcome it! HAHA except for me? LOL whatever laaaah. i have no idea what the hell im typing. -.-

CLARA MARIE IS COMING BACK FROM HONG KONG/JAPAN TODAY! ARIGATO! HAHAHAHHAAH!!

See you guys in school! (:

Rick: Area is square right? So if you want to change area to length, you must...?
Me: De-square it.
Rick: Square root it!
Me: Oh yaaaa!!

and i am not as pretty as those girls in magazines

Find a person who loves you for exactly who you are. Good mood. Bad mood. Ugly. Pretty. Handsome. The right person is still going to think the sun shines out of your ass. That's the kind of person that's worth sticking with.
~Juno

i am not inspired

i think it's time.

guten tag everybody (:
it's raining now. heavily. so heavy that i can only see blurry images which represents light from the next block. whooo! And it's scary!!!

here are some updates that i think you should know!
01. Nicole's party was fun! i enjoyed the food-it was deli-cious especially the prawns. but somehow only me and clara were eating. i hoped you like the present. HEHEHE
02. I finally went shopping! i spent a total of $34. Little/alot? HMM..
03. My phone's going to spoil soon--i can totally feel it. But i hope it doesnt cause i kind of like the camera.

clara and i wants a pro account. how?

one in this world

I've been searching for a heart that needs a heart like mine. I've been reaching for a hand that understands. I've been waiting for someone that I can love that loves me--loves me for the one that I am.

Someone to hold me when I'm lonely, someone to keep the rain away.

One in this world for everyone. One Heart. One soul to walk beside you. One in this life to share you're love. One touch, to touch the heart inside you.

Wanna reach for each night. Wanna trust with you're life. Thats what I believe! You're the one, you're the one in this world for me. :)

I've been praying that someone like you would rescue me. I've been hoping that I'd find my way to you. I've been dreaming that somehow I'd finally find somebody, somebody to make my dreams come true.

Someone to hold me when I'm lonely, someone to give my whole world to.

Wanna reach for each night. Wanna trust with you're life. Thats what I believe. You're the one, you're the one in this world for me.

Someone to hold me when I'm lonely. Someone to tell my secrets to. Someone who's living for me only. Someone to give my whole world to..

One in this world for everyone. One Heart. One soul to walk beside you. One in this life to share you're love. One touch, to touch the heart inside you.

Wanna reach for each night. Wanna trust with you're life. Thats what I believe. You're the one, you're the one in this world for me.

You're the one, You're the one in this world for me.
You're the one

i want to go out badly. go out in the morning and come back at night. and i want my parents!!
being the youngest sucks

ANOTHER QUIZ.
from the pretty gracia goh :D

1. When was the last time you felt grateful with what you have?
HMM..the last time? A second ago? I'M GRATEFUL WITH WHAT I HAVE :D okay some.

2. What disappoints you the most?
People who can't be trusted and people who betrays.

3. What's your favorite thing to do?
SINGING. HAHA! my favourite thing to do is be myself :D

4. Do you think money can buy happiness?
sometimes.

5. If you can have one dream to come true what would it be?
TO HAVE ALL MY DREAMS COME TRUUUUUEEEE

6. Do you prefer a kiss or hug?
erm. i..don't..know..

07. What are you afraid to lose the most?
life, family and friends

08. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
1/3 of it will be with me (i'll do whatever i want with it :P), 2/3 of it will be in my savings.

09. What do you dream of doing in the future?
alotalot. only a handful of people know.

10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you?
GRACIA IS...FUN, SUPER, NICE! you can totally trust her. HOR GRACIA?! LMAO.

11. What makes you happy?
anything that makes me go wooo, waaa, weee.

12. What type of person do you hate the most?
i've said this, and i'll say it again. PEOPLE LIKE E__V__, SUCKS.

13. Where do you see yourself 10 years down the road?
Hmm.working! HAHAHAAH

14. If you could have a superpower, what would it be?
i don't want to say it.

15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
God, family, friends, nature and internet (hahah, kidding-about the internet part)

16. Any childhood memories you’ll like to re-live?
those barney days. PLEASE. and many more but don't tell you.

17. If you have a chance to change your life now, what would you want to change?
my laziness/lazyness (whatevs), MY EATING HABITS YAH!

18. Are you happy with your friends now?
YES YES YES!!! they make me feel special!

19.Do you think you're pretty/handsome?
HHAHAHAHAHHHAHHAHHAHAHAHHAHHAHHAAHH!!! NO COMMENTS!!!! AAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

20. If you can change your name, what would it be?
Aminah! HAHAH eh no please. so kampung lah. umm..i dontknow. Adrienna? HAHAHAHAH! so posh seh. HOLLY! YAAA.


Instructions : Remove 1 question from above, and add in your personal question,make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.
1. Nicole Ang
2. Glenda Poon
3. Gladys Seet
4. whoever
5. who
6. thinks
7. quizzes
8. rocks

Mama and Papa are going off for their pilgrimage tomorrow.
if you don't know what does pilgrimage stands for, go and search at some dictionary or go ask jordan--he knows! ANYWAY, if you still don't understand what pilgrimage stands for, i don't blame you for that. (:

i'll miss them. Today is the only day that i reallyreallyreally see them for the whole week! Aye.

Glenda's leaving for Macau tomorrow too and Yasmine's leaving for Australia. Which means, they won't be coming for Nicotine's shindig.

HAVE FUN HAVE FUN! Get me something and don't miss me. XOXO.

TAG!!! You're it!!!!!

People who have been tagged must write
their answers on their blog.
i'm bored lah k?

Tag 5 other persons,
those who have been tagged can't refuse.
State the person's name you were tagged by
and you cannot tag the person that tagged you.


#1. If your lover betrayed you,
what will your reaction be?
I will fly. LOL KIDDING, i will do some voodoo-doll crap on him and hopes his girlfriend gets cooties! HAHAH too bad too bad

#2. If you can have a dream come true,
what would it be?
to have ALL my dreams come true. HAHA

#3. What will your dream wedding be like?
I want it simple like having an Island Creamery/IceKimo booth, an awesome DJ playing awesome english love songs (like very lovey-dovey that puts you in a lovey-dovey mood) not malay songs. ok, this is not simple. ANYWAY, i would only like to invite max. 100 people--it won't happen, it won't.

#4. Are you confused as to what
seriously lies ahead of you?
Hmm..I don't think so. Maybe, maybe not. HAHA

#5. Whats your ideal lover like?
I'm not sure but i would really like it if he's nice, a little irritating, a little annoying, cute, funny, has the answers to my problems and he's random, etc, etc you know :D

#6. Which is more blessed,
loving someone or being loved by someone?
BOTH :P

#7. How long do you intend to wait for
someone you really love?
I have no idea.

#8. If the person you seriously like
is already attached, what would you do?
If i reallyreallyreallyreally seriously like him, i'll wait or i'll just be friends with him.

#9. Is there anything that has made
you unhappy these days?
OF COURSE THERE IS, DUH.

#10. If you had a choice, what kind of family
would you want to be born into?
i want to be in a family who doesn't blame me or keep on making me do chores cause i'm the youngest. I want to be in the family that I am in now but i do want an older brother--he's out there somewhere, I KNOW.

#11. Is being tagged fun?
depends on the question

#12. There's no question 12.
-.-

#13. Who are currently the most
important people to you?
Family, Yasmine Ismail, Rrrrrojak, Cat Clique (MEOW), RED APPLE, NZ frrriends and Student Council (:

#14. What kind of person do you think
the person who tagged you is?
Nicole is annoying but fun to be with (HAHAHA). You can totally lean on to her if you have any problems. And she's nice to annoy. AHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHA!! BUT, NO MATTER WHAT, I WILL STILL LOVE YOU NICOLE (:

#15. Would you rather be single and rich
or married but poor?
Single and rich. but i want to be married but i don't want to be poor. So how?

#16. Whats the first thing you do every morning?
i blink.

#17. Would you give all in a relationship?
Er, i'm not sure

#18. Do you live to love, live to hate
or live just for the sake of living?
live to lurrb of cos.

#19. What type of friends do you like?
i like to have different types of friends.

#20. What type of friends do you dislike?
People like E__V__ and more (:

I have been tagged by: Nicole Ang Shu Ren

5 other victims, they are:
1. you.
2. you.
3. you.
4. you
5. you.

black and white post. HAHAHAH!!!

'cause you give me something

I had my Student Council Training Camp on the 2nd - 3rd of June, so I apologise for not updating. HAHAHA!!! So formal -.- whatevs.

ANYWAY, Council camp turned out to be enjoyable. Clara and I were busybusybusy walking here and there. AHAHAHA! The Coach Elgin's talk was okay but his jokes were lame. AHAHAHA!!! the games were fun like that question game (i forgot what it's called so i'll just call it Questions Game).


Questions Game.
We were divided into groups of 9. So in our group, we had Clara, Charolette, Gracia, Jesmond, Liyana, Yasmine, Lee Kuang, Noel and Me and Coach Elgin named our group RED APPLE cause Lee Kuang wanted it and Noel made the name up!! -.-
Anyway, Clara paired up with Yasmine for the word formation. I paired up with Lee Kuang(HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAAH!!!!) for drawing. Noel paird up with Jesmond for the math questions. Liyana, Charolette and Gracia did the task which involved everyone in the group.

After word formation, it was mine and Lee Kuang's turn and it was hilarious! We were suppose to draw a floor plan of the school and I didn't understand what Lee Kuang was drawing lah! He was umm..sketching. AHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA! We re-draw it on my paper and it was CLEARER and we could carry on with our next task.

For the next task, we were suppose to make up a new group name out of the things we like and qualities that represent us. BEHOLD OUR GROUP NAME..
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TRUST THE COMPUTER!
ROFLMAO. but we still stuck with Red Apple :D

Right, so after the group task was Jesmond's and Noel's turn for the math questions! Coach Elgin: Red Apple! Why aren't you all cheering for your team members?
Charolette: They need to concentrate!
AHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA

After the math question, the whole entire group had to form a shape of an octopus! Lee Kuang was the head so he stood on the middle while the eight of us lay around him as tentacles. Coach Elgin said we were too stiff, SO CLARA STARTED MOVING HER LEGS AND IT WAS FREAKING FUNNY! But Coach Elgin said we had to face the ceiling, SO ALL OF STARTED TO MOVE OUR BODY! HAHAHAHHHAHAHHAHAHHA, AND I COULDN'T STOP LAUGHING! LMAO!

Awesome game.


We also played Tuna Factory where we had to roll on top of each other! AAHAHAHHAHHAAH!!! The boys demoed for us and Jesmond was seriously freaking funny!
I couldn't stop laughing during the whole entire game! LOL

These are the only games that I truly enjoyed. I WANT TO PLAY IT AGAIN :D

Okay, so I was seriously stressed out before the games started but I would really like to thank the EXCOs for cooling me down. Thanks! I totally enjoyed myself during Heaven and Hell and Obstacle Challenge and I know the rest of the councillor's did too :D I am very happy because the games turned out to be success!!!!!

To the sec 2 councillors: HAHAHAHA!! you guys are an awesome bunch. Very punctual-i like! Very obedient-i also like! I hope you guys have learnt a few things as much as i did from this camp. Good luck! (:

Thanks:
- Clara Tan (Camp Commandant): OMG, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. SO MUCH THAT I DONTKNOW HOW TO DESCRIBE MY LOVE FOR YOU! Thank you for cooling me down and helping me throughout the games and the camp. I LOVE YOU ALOTALOTALOT(xINFINITE). I am very proud of you and thank you, again! <3333333333

- Charolette Lee, Gracia Goh, Nur Liyana and Yasmine Ismail (FUNCTIONS 2): I AM VERYVERYVERYABSOLUTELYPOSITIVELY PROUD OF YOU GUYS SO MUCH! If it wasn't your awesome ideas and your plannings, the game wouldn't be as fun as it was on the 2nd of June. Sorry for letting you guys have a short time to prepare. You guys really shined and I am speechless. I love you guys so much! <3333333333

- Sec 3 Councillors: YOU GUYS DID AN AWESOME JOB! I am also very proud of you guys. Thank you for understanding the concept of the game. The setting up of Heaven, Hell and Obstacle Course was great! Thank you so much again! :) <3

- EXCOs, Hannah and Bjorn: Thank you for helping me in Hell and thank you Bjorn for buying me strepsils all the way from J8! Thank you for the goodgood sound effects! Good luck for your o'levels and the student council will make sure we live up to our name (: <3

- Miss Delia Foo: Thank you for making me an assistant camp commandant. I have learnt so many things from this camp eventhough it was only 2 days. Thank you again! :DDDDDDDDDD

Pictures will be uploaded soon and i love council lotsss!