what was i really thinking when i slammed the door

I know all I need is on the other side of the door with your face, and your beautiful eyes, and the conversation with the little white lies and the faded picture of a beautiful night you carry me from your car, up the stairs and I'm broke-down cryin', "Was she worth this mess?", after everything in that little black dress, after everything, I must confess, I need you.

i feel so guilty when i'm not the one at fault.

i wish this could all stop and rewind.

it's you and your other friend(s), not me or we.

it took me 5 times to get the correct username

miss me?

Follow me on twitter friends,

http://www.twitter.com/principlesofa

stupid name? i dontknow. well hopefully, i will update it regularly (: cause now i have tweetsg! 

i hate that word, really.

so as you all know, the june holidays is ending in about 7 hrs. i know, it's sad-like the king of pop's death. okay i dontknow why i tried to associate the death of Micheal Jackson with the June holidays but whatever. i know you get what i'm talking about.

wait, do you?

hmm. 

I decided to end my holidays with a BIG BANG! and i will only give 2 words for you.

only two words..

MICHAEL BAY

YES TRANSFORMERS BABY! it was better than what i expected it to be and everyone in the movie looks so shiny and glowing and perfect. MICHAEL BAY IS LEGIT srsly. 

I wanna watch the movie again (i think i'll watch the first one later), but i have feeling i wont because of that word. you know the 6 letter word, which starts with an s and ends with an l and there are 2 o(s) in it? YEP, THAT WORD which should never ever be said until tomorrow. 

i hate that word.

and i hate stockings (the one youre supposed to use with blazers to make you look smart and neat and whatever)-aye random i know but it's the worst invention ever! but i have nothing against coloured stockings you see in music videos and clubs cause i think they are pretty and nice to look at ^^

okay so the holidays were great for me and i deeply apologize for not updating this thing but it's not like there are sooooo many people reading my blog like it used to.  ya lah i know why.

maybe i should start tweeting from my phone..

ANYWAY, i had a great time cause i realised i get to see my favourite people almost every week! it's better than last year's when i was stuck at home, i feel for anne frank just saying. 

tuition, school, movies, going out, playing wii & mariokart (which i am hooked on now, thanks! :D), manicure and many more. awesome times (:

but there were some activities that almost everyone was looking forward to that just didn't happen. Hah! 

wow i just realised that this is the longest and meaningful(?!) blog post in about 2 months or so..? :)

hahaha cause the previous blog posts were probably full of lyrics and videos which probably didnt really relate to anything that was going on in my life :D

'hey everybody im janet jackson!'

'hit me baby, one more time! :D'

'that's britney spears..?'

'i know! :D'

Before The Storm

No, this isn't what I wanted, I never thought it'd come this far. I was thinking back to where we started and how we lost all that we are. We were young and times were easy but I could see it's not the same..I'm standing here but you don't see me. I'd give it all for that to change.

With every strike of lightning comes a memory that lasts and not a word is left unspoken as the thunder starts to crash. Maybe I should give up. Trying to keep the light from going out and the clouds from ripping out my broken heart.

They always say a heart is not a home without the one who gets you through the storm.

Standing out in the rain knowing that it's really over, please don't leave me alone. I'm flooded with all this pain knowing that I'll never hold you like I did before the storm.

<3

Fun Fact on Friday (whatever)

Kenneth, the god of maths (HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA), made a mistake for 1 coordinate geometry question during tuition, on Friday!  
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHA!!!

alright alright bye!

Lghtng Zapprs.

I believe
That the road that people lead
Helps you find the one you need
You're much better

I want to fight with you
Tear up the sky with you
You're much better

to cheer myself up, i'm gonna watch this video (and i think you should too!!)