YA BA DA BA DOO AMIRAH TO THE RESCUE!!

what was i really thinking when i slammed the door

2009-12-04T21:35:00.004+08:00

I know all I need is on the other side of the door with your face, and your beautiful eyes, and the conversation with the little white lies and the faded picture of a beautiful night you carry me from your car, up the stairs and I'm broke-down cryin', "Was she worth this mess?", after everything in that little black dress, after everything, I must confess, I need you.

2009-12-04T10:57:00.002+08:00

i feel so guilty when i'm not the one at fault.

i wish this could all stop and rewind.

it's you and your other friend(s), not me or we.

it took me 5 times to get the correct username

2009-11-24T17:48:00.002+08:00

miss me?

2009-07-09T23:54:00.002+08:00

Follow me on twitter friends,

http://www.twitter.com/principlesofa

stupid name? i dontknow. well hopefully, i will update it regularly (: cause now i have tweetsg!

i hate that word, really.

2009-06-28T17:03:00.006+08:00

so as you all know, the june holidays is ending in about 7 hrs. i know, it's sad-like the king of pop's death. okay i dontknow why i tried to associate the death of Micheal Jackson with the June holidays but whatever. i know you get what i'm talking about.

wait, do you?

hmm.

I decided to end my holidays with a BIG BANG! and i will only give 2 words for you.

only two words..

MICHAEL BAY

YES TRANSFORMERS BABY! it was better than what i expected it to be and everyone in the movie looks so shiny and glowing and perfect. MICHAEL BAY IS LEGIT srsly.

I wanna watch the movie again (i think i'll watch the first one later), but i have feeling i wont because of that word. you know the 6 letter word, which starts with an s and ends with an l and there are 2 o(s) in it? YEP, THAT WORD which should never ever be said until tomorrow.

i hate that word.

and i hate stockings (the one youre supposed to use with blazers to make you look smart and neat and whatever)-aye random i know but it's the worst invention ever! but i have nothing against coloured stockings you see in music videos and clubs cause i think they are pretty and nice to look at ^^

okay so the holidays were great for me and i deeply apologize for not updating this thing but it's not like there are sooooo many people reading my blog like it used to. ya lah i know why.

maybe i should start tweeting from my phone..

ANYWAY, i had a great time cause i realised i get to see my favourite people almost every week! it's better than last year's when i was stuck at home, i feel for anne frank just saying.

tuition, school, movies, going out, playing wii & mariokart (which i am hooked on now, thanks! :D), manicure and many more. awesome times (:

but there were some activities that almost everyone was looking forward to that just didn't happen. Hah!

wow i just realised that this is the longest and meaningful(?!) blog post in about 2 months or so..? :)

hahaha cause the previous blog posts were probably full of lyrics and videos which probably didnt really relate to anything that was going on in my life :D

'hey everybody im janet jackson!'

'hit me baby, one more time! :D'

'that's britney spears..?'

'i know! :D'

Before The Storm

2009-06-23T11:31:00.008+08:00

No, this isn't what I wanted, I never thought it'd come this far. I was thinking back to where we started and how we lost all that we are. We were young and times were easy but I could see it's not the same..I'm standing here but you don't see me. I'd give it all for that to change.

With every strike of lightning comes a memory that lasts and not a word is left unspoken as the thunder starts to crash. Maybe I should give up. Trying to keep the light from going out and the clouds from ripping out my broken heart.

They always say a heart is not a home without the one who gets you through the storm.

Standing out in the rain knowing that it's really over, please don't leave me alone. I'm flooded with all this pain knowing that I'll never hold you like I did before the storm.

Fun Fact on Friday (whatever)

2009-06-13T23:08:00.002+08:00

Kenneth, the god of maths (HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA), made a mistake for 1 coordinate geometry question during tuition, on Friday!
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHA!!!

alright alright bye!

Lghtng Zapprs.

2009-06-11T21:44:00.004+08:00

I believe
That the road that people lead
Helps you find the one you need
You're much better

I want to fight with you
Tear up the sky with you
You're much better

to cheer myself up, i'm gonna watch this video (and i think you should too!!)

Timmy and the lords/dog (whatever) of the underworld

2009-06-06T00:40:00.001+08:00

"it's like mixing crap and shit together!"

HAHAHAHA

JUNE 9. (semi inside jeeeoke, SEMI)

COME AND RESSSSSCUUUUEEEE MMEEEEEEEEE

2009-05-24T21:27:00.007+08:00

PARANOID

Oh my my my, Nicholas....

We see right through your funky hat

2009-05-23T18:13:00.001+08:00

What's that? A hat!
Crazy, funky, junky hat.
Overslept, hair unsightly,
Trying to look like Keira Knightley.
We've been there, we've done that,
We see right through your funky hat.

Mary's Song

2009-05-15T21:33:00.002+08:00

She said, 'I was seven and you were nine

I looked at you like the stars that shined

In the sky, the pretty lights'

'And our daddies used to joke about the two of us

Growing up and falling in love

And our momma smiled and rolled their eyes'

And said, 'Oh, my, my, my'

Take me back to the house in the backyard trees

Said you would beat me up, you were bigger then me

You never did, you never did

Take me back when our world was one lot bad

I dared you to kiss me and ran when you tried

Just two kids, you and I, oh, my, my, my, my

Well, I was sixteen when suddenly

I wasn't that little girl you used to see

But your eyes still shined like pretty lights

And our daddies used to joke about the two of us

They never believed we really fall in love

And our momma smiled and rolled their eyes

And said, 'Oh, my, my, my'

Take me back to the creek that's reaching dark

Two A.M, riding in your truck

Yet all I need is here next to me

Take me back to the time we had our very first fight

Slamming our doors instead of kissing goodnight

You stayed outside 'til the morning light, oh, my, my, my, my

A few years ago when comin' around

We were sitting at our favorite spot in town

Then you looked at me, got down on one knee

Take me back to the time when we walked down the aisle

Our whole town came and our mommas cried

You said, 'I do' and I did too

Take me home when we met so many years before

Where we rock our babies on the very front porch

After all this time, you and I

When I'll be 87 you'll be 89

I'll still look at you like the stars that shine

In the sky, oh, my, my, my

-

Hiatus.
Thanks to that smelly mid years which i seriously hate.
it's gonna end soon. and it's gonna start again. whatevs man.

50

2009-04-19T18:57:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAPA

the famous Jumat turns 50 today (:

he's so lame but i still laugh at his jokes, eventhough sometimes it's really not funny.
'lady gaga? her sister's name is lady gugu (insert smile like it's the most funniest joke)'
or
'eee. zac efron, gay! gay right? zac efron gay right?'

and also,
'stupid yellow creature. how can a sponge talk and live in the sea? stupid yellow creature'

a typical father,
'you know my friend, he has 8 kids...(and you know what's next)'

there are a lot more quotes but it will be a very long post.
i love you old man (:
alot.

-

so i missed david's and pei yen's party last night. i'm sorry guys!
it was kind of my fault cause i made her angry...:/
sorry..

Singapore Youth Festival - Central Judging (Drama)

2009-04-13T22:08:00.002+08:00

It's over.

months, weeks and days of practising after school was extremely insane!!

going out to buy things for the set was tiring, esp if you have a really busy schedule!

trying to fit time for almost everything in one day is terrible.

coming home late at night is wearing.

but i pray that when we get our result (hopefully by the end of this week), all and i mean all of our hardwork will be paid off (:

anyway, i think we put up a good performance just now, although there were minor mistakes from my view. i think we didn't exceed the time we were given.

i'm really drained right now. but i can't sleep.

i think i made the wrong choice of eating an aero bar like an hour ago.

yay me...

2009-04-13T07:53:00.001+08:00

JUST A FEW MORE HRS TO SINGAPORE YOUTH FESTIVAL - CENTRAL JUDGING (DRAMA).

pray.

wonderful weekend

2009-04-12T22:33:00.004+08:00

I had a great weekend, probably the best weekend i ever had this year!

On friday, i spent the whole day at home-teaching myself how to play the guitar. cool right, i know. still pretty rough here and there, i need more practise. i think i need someone to teach me, cause im like pretty lost. HAHAHA!! :D

Anyway, in the afternoon, went to town to have dinner @ Carousel with the whole family! It was really nice. Food was good, people were awesome. It's been a long time since we had a proper family dinner :)

On Saturday, HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAEVEET; please don't be so pms-ish, it's annoying but you're pretty awesome!
ANYWAY, Saturday was spent in ACS Barker/School for syf rehearsal. The rehearsal at ACS Barker was so fun! i like playing with my shadows! but somehow, during school someone particular-not gonna name anyone-was seriously pissing me off and i felt like throwing the cupboard at her. SERIOUS. Clara and I were trying to write a song (HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA)

Yeah so after the rehearsal, went back home and went out AGAIN with my sisters to town (AGAIN!)! We had some sister bonding and it was really really nice. Had a heart2heart talk which was really awesome. We talked about the future which was srsly hilarious! HAHAHA. I was really exhausted by the end of the night.

On Sunday (which is today -.-), went to town (AGAIN SERIOUSLY) and met Amanda! Bought our JB: The 3D Concert Experience tix. OMG OMG OMG. Anyway, we had quite a lot of time before the movie started, so we went to Starbucks and had a really good heart2heart talk :D

MOVIE: AWESOME. I. WANT. TO. WATCH. AGAIN.

So after the movie, went to meet the whole family @ Ikea Tampines. the ride to tampines really burnt a hole in my purse. but my aunt and my mom is paying me back so...all smiles! :D After Ikea, we went to the airport and walked around till 9.30pm.

A very lovely weekend <3

-

so syf is tomz. im really scared.
GOOD LUCK EVERYONE :D

i feel weird today

2009-04-06T21:40:00.005+08:00

yes i did, i dontknow why. you know that feeling when you think something bad is going to happen? or you just felt that today was really weird? yah, weird.

anyway, today was really weird.
like for example, i was totally tired and sleepy during chemistry but i started doing a "high school musical" (quoted by gladys) during POA. HAHAHAHA okay so you see, i will be really hyper during chem most of the time like singing with gladys and during poa, i will feel like sleeping and stone...
BUT TODAY WAS TOTALLY OPPOSITE. -.-

weird right. today's weather was :S too.

terrible terrible.

okay im so tired. I really have to catch up with my classmates after SYF (NEXT MONDAY OMG) especially for art. yes, art.
okay i wanna sleep eventhough i have a chem test tmr and i should be studying but i really cannot absorb anything into my brain at this mo. So i guess i should take a nap or something. hah!

night
everyone.

let's
go
drama
club
(:

Ave. 16

2009-03-28T19:11:00.005+08:00

Miss Wong was belting out songs from her pod and she played the lush version of Built to Last by Melee. incredible!
It makes me feel so relaxed, i love it. but i can't find the mp3 version since last night but i found it on imeem.

It's not on autoplay format so yep. Just wanted to share,

enjoy! (:

/editted
okay so i just realised that it'll only play 30secs of the full song. i don't know why. Click on the box if you wanna hear the full song. (:
i also dontknow why it's red.

small props person

2009-03-26T20:36:00.002+08:00

My mood statistics today was low. like, very low.

I was trying my very best to be all hyped up during the investiture. My mood was high for the first part of the investiture but right after we did the dance, it started to decrease. Not drastically, but yeah, started to have this weird feeling.

If my mood is low, it practically affects everything around me. I dontknow why. It's not like I'm tired, i doubt i'm moody. anyway yeah. :/

okay whatever i don't feel like blogging anymore.
just wanted to update this place (:

PS. Council Investiture today was nice, the refreshments were good (or i think it's because i was hungry). I want the pics, any of you have?

school starts tomorrow...

2009-03-22T19:38:00.002+08:00

...am i suppose to be excited/happy/sad?

i don't know, seriously.

1 week of holidays flew by. very fast, not enough cause i did not do any shopping or step into town (but on the bright side, i managed to save some money!!). not how i pictured my holidays really. it's sad.

it wasn't really happening but i did have some fun (:

Wallace's Sweet Sixteen was fun! :D

Movie marathon @ Clara's (missing Glenda) was awesome!

[Titanic is a good show. it's pretty sappy and totally heartbreaking but it's damn good]

Caught up with some tv shows on th net and spent quality time with the teevee (sorry wii)! :D

Oh i just realised that i forgot to trim my hair during the break, it's a little bit too long. ah yay..

I think i won't be updating my blog as much as i did this week. Hah...

okay i think i'm going to watch some videos now you know.

see you guys in school or somewhere (:

i dont know why i'm entering every sentences.

okay bye.

Taylor S.

2009-03-17T23:10:00.002+08:00

I love Taylor Swift. She is so amazingly gorgeous!
Eventhough she's like a mega superstar now, she's so down to earth!
SHE IS SO AMAZINGLY AMAZING OUHMAHGOHD!
Her music is THE BEST. You don't wanna know the number of times i sing to her song during school! Especially chemistry (HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!)!!! i think i will never get sick of her songs. She's my bedtime lullaby!

I can't wait for her 3rd album really!

Taylor Swift, are you ever coming to Singapore?
it will be a sold-out concert :)

(and i can show you around, HAHA!)

when you look me in the eyes,

2009-03-16T23:51:00.002+08:00

you probably might get sore eyes.
i'm not kidding,
you might reeeeeallyy get iiiiiit.

when you look me in the eyes,
you're not gonna see heaven.
actually,
you're gonna,
see,
the same old thing,
except you have pus shadowing your eyesight.

(sings to the chorus of when you look me in the eyes by jonas brothers)
My eyes are better except that they can get really eetcheh and heavy sometimes.

I have difficulty in talking. i feel so breathless by all the coughing. I seem to get annoyed when people keep on saying 'Huh?!' after i speak these days. but i think it's partly my fault cause im speaking kind of soft and sometimes too fast. haha whatever. sorry!

I realised that i shouldn't think about an event too much, like i shouldn't get excited and go all out for an event cause most of the time, it will come crashing down or it won't turn out the way i expected it to turn out. So yep!

Anyway, i wanna sleep alr. i hope it'll be gone so that i can enjoy my holidays and not stay @ home! sucks!

2009-03-11T22:40:00.000+08:00

HELLO PANDA IS A SCAM,
but i love it!

the food i mean,
not the scam.

back up, baby back up. did you forget everything?

2009-03-09T21:30:00.005+08:00

Whoa whoa, it's been more than 2 weeks since i last blogged! I'm busy i'm busy (or just plain lazy)
THAT ACTUALLY RHYMED! :D i'm awesome, yes! :D

Anyway, today is the 9th Of March 2009. A veryveryvery special day for so manymanymany people!

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY SHAMALAHAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY RACHEL PATRICK
HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY CHRISTABEL
HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY DESMOND
HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY MELODY

and also..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE PROPHET MUHAMMAD S.A.W (:

AND ALSO!!

HAPPY 24TH WEDDING ANNIVERSARY MAMA & PAPA! <3333333>

-

I had an awesome time @ Rachel P.'s sweet 16 :D

someday i'll find this :)

2009-02-22T13:33:00.004+08:00

"sometimes we're so focused on finding our happy ending we don't learn how to read the signs. how to tell the ones who want us from the ones who don't, the ones who will stay and the ones who will leave.

and maybe a happy ending doesn't include a guy, maybe it's you, on your own, picking up the pieces and starting over, freeing yourself up for something better in the future.

maybe the happy ending is just moving on. or maybe the happy ending is this: knowing after all the unreturned phone calls and broken-hearts, through the blunders and misread signals, through all the pain and embarrassment... you never gave up hope."

- he is just not that into you

2009-02-18T22:05:00.002+08:00

I Y ?

LET'S! GO! BRAVO! BOOM BOOM BOOMBOOMBOOM

2009-02-15T14:31:00.005+08:00

OBS WAS INCREDIBLE.
it's really challenging, physically and mentally. but it was an amazing experience and i really enjoyed myself a lot. (:

Anyway, the watch i'm in is called Marshall - David Marshall. We were dying the first time when we were walking to our bunks from the main building. BLOODY HELL! SLOPES! HEAVY BAGS! FOOD RATION! OH MA GOODNEZZZZZ. i just hoped i would get used to the slopes..but you know what..i didn't. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! ah whatever lah.

Marshall is a fun watch! i was thinking if our group would be fun like the other watch, Munshi - Munshi Abdullah - cause they had all the fun people. but i was wrong! MARSHALL IS REALLY VERY FUN AND FREAKING FUNNY!
We had Sean, Joseph, David, Clara, Glenda, Jaryl, Mahoney, Amanda, Mei Qi, Ke Hui, Shaquille, Ho Tung, Mahoney and Me!!!!
The boys are really very funny especially during the first night when they were dancing behind their hanged towels pretending to be in a hindu dance scene movie in our bunks.LMAO HAHAHHAHHAHAHAHAHA OMG IT WAS DEAD FUNNY LAH HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHHAHAHA!!! damn it, should have taken a video of it aye! oh and also we have a company and it's called Yeo's Co. :)

Sea Expedition was really an amazing experience that I will never ever forget!
I partnered with Shaquille for kayakking :D I had great fun kayakking with him!

The only way for us to gain our energy to paddle: Singing.

HAHA YAH! We sang That's what you get, Misery Business, Eye of the Tiger, Burnin' Up, Play My Music, When You Look Me in the Eyes and Hotel California and some other songs. Er well he sang That's what you get most of the time! Did some class cheer while kayakking HAHA. OH YA and a baby swordfish got into my kayak and died. sigh...
I really felt like giving up when we were a few kilometers away from our destination. The current was strong and the waves will always bring us to the right eventhough we were paddling to the left. It was really challenging at that point of time and Shaquille and I kept on swearing.
and after so much swearing, sweat, effort, energy, food, sunblock and motivation, WE REACHED OUR CAMPSITE! KISSED THE GROUND AND DANCED AROUND-okay no, i didnt do that, it'll be gross. :S
Anyway yeah, I was felt really proud and over the moon but yet exhausted! Really have to thank the class especially Shaquille and the 4 sea ex leaders, Clara, Glenda, Shamala and PeiHua (: THANKS GUYS!

Land Expedition was..i have no words for it.
It was also challenging, even more challenging than Sea ex because we were carrying bloody heavy bags and i guess that was the reason why. We shouted 'LET'S GO BRAVO!' while we were trekking and sang some songs (: Stopped at some German Girl Shrine which was really cool but i'm still confused by it.
when we reached OBS, we just threw our bags down and lay on the ground!

BOTH SEA EX AND LAND EX WAS ACCOMPLISHED.

Everyone persevered and we shared the same tiredness and feelings.

Again, i wanna thank the class and Jia Le, David, Anthony and Joshua!

OMG JOSHUA, YOU DID A GREAT JOB BY LEADING US AND YOU ACTUALLY WENT THE RIGHT WAY THE WHOLE ENTIRE TIME THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!

The last day was Jaryl's birthday. So at 12 am, the boys started to tau pok him and it was freaking hilarious especially Joseph who jumped from the top bed! HAHAHAHHA AND THEY ALL ANYHOW TAU POK JARYL! HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHA

OBS was really an awesome and incredible experience. You are really out of your comfort zone, really really really out of it. I think another reason why OBS was amazing is because of the people i was with.

Yes, I saw so many sides and also the mature side of so many people during this camp and i was really touched by their actions. I also learned so many new things about my classmates and i'm thankful to be in the same class as them. thanks guys (:

Thanks to everyone in Marshall (Clara, Glenda, David, Joseph, Sean, Charles, Mei Qi) who motivated and gave me advice during the rock wall eventhough it was really disappointing to me. The thought of that memory still breaks my heart but i will get over it someday, i dont know when but i will (: thanks again!

Thanks to everyone who calmed me and Glenda down before we went into the tunnel. (:

Thank you David for helping the watch with all the tough duties, great job! (:

Thank you Charles for being a very interesting instructor (:

THANK YOU BRAVO FOR BEING SO FUN AND SO VERY AWESOME!

OBS has taught me so many things. A few of them are responsibility, perseverance, courage, fear, teamwork, respect and care.

If you have are given a chance/another chance to go to OBS, don't hesitate. Go fill up the form, you won't regret your time there, really (:

Missing OBS.

2009-02-14T20:46:00.002+08:00

oh shit!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRACIA GOH!

PRETTY! HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEEEEEN!!!!! i'll give you your present ASAP! eh that rhymes! HAHAHAHAHAHA

so sorry i was only there for your big day like only half the day! OBS!!!!!! HEEHEEEE

anyway umm..thanks for walking with me during my darkest days. i really thank god we went to nz together or else, i dontknow what will

happen! SIGHSIGHSIGH

I LOVE YOU PRETTY

p/s. i know you love green (:

Please be mine

2009-02-14T18:48:00.002+08:00

Got a really touching sms from two of my favourite people in the whole wide world!

1.

They love you but they are not your lover.
They care for you but they are not your family.
They are ready to share your pain but they are not in your blood relation.
They are friends!!

True friends scolds like a dad!
Cares like a mom!
Teases like a brother!
And finally loves you more like a lover.

Do you know the relation between your 2 eyes?
They blink together, cry together, move together, see things together and sleep together. Though they never see each other, friendship should be like that. Life is hell without friends.

Never leave the one you love for the one you like for the one you like will leave you for the one he/she loves and who he/she loves will leave him/her for liking you and who you leave will love who he/she likes and you can kiss goodbye to the ones you like and love.

Happy Valentine's/Friendship Day!

Eh apparently there was something going on in school yesterday? like some friendship day celebration? Have ah? Walao..but it's okay cause i bet you 5bucks OBS WAS BETTER THAN THE CELEBRATION!

YESYESYES OBS!!! DETAILS WILL BE IN THE NEXT POST CAUSE IT'S VERY LONG!!

My bag's packed. but i have a feeling i forgot something..

2009-02-08T15:41:00.003+08:00

you know what this means?

OBS BABY

WUAUAUAUAIAIAIAIAIA

so i'll see you back again on friday (:

TILL THEN.

you don't have to call anymore

2009-02-01T22:34:00.003+08:00

School's starting again tmr..
have i told you i hate school? yeah, i hate school.

you know, i haven't had this hatred for school since sec 1. :/ i hated primary school because the teachers will pick on me because i don't do their homework because i'm just too lazy. HAHAHA ah whatever lah. I think now it's because of the after-school thing when you come home and you have to do homework or study for the test you have and sometimes you just wish you were back in lower sec where everyone will only start studying when exams are coming up. HHAHA good times man i like! :D but now things are different..hmm. perservere, yes?

IM HAPPY FOR FREE PERIODS CAUSE YOU GET TO FINISH UP YOUR HOMEWORK AND YOU ALSO GET TO CRAM ALL THOSE LAST MINUTE CRAP IN YOUR HEAD!!! but we end school later, argh. you win some, you lose some.

hmm. so yesterday was flag day, i guess it was..alright yah?
location: toa payoh central
overall, i think i didn't manage to get 40 bucks..ah..forked out 2 bucks from my wallet in the end. which i still think it's not going to reach 40. and 2 aunties talked to me in chinese (srsly, do i look chinese? i'm so tanned i really look like a malay now lah. NOTE TO SELF: BUY SUN TAN/BLOCK LOTION FOR OBS)

Oh, did i tell you i'm going for OBS? YA YA I AM GOING FOR OBS CANYOUSENSEMYEXCITEMENT!!!!!! WOOOOHOO!!!!!!!! MY DREAMS HAVE FINALLY CAME TRUE. anyway anyway im trying my best to not get hyped up cause im scared it'll be disappointing, but i dont think so right? ah dontknow lah. anyway, OBS WOOOO!!

ok bye see you in schl.

Forever&A.

2009-01-30T20:48:00.003+08:00

And I stare, at the phone

He still, hasn't called

And you feel so low you can't feel, nothing at all

And you flashback to when we said

Forever and always

And it rains in your bedroom, everything is wrong

It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone

Cause I was there when you said

Forever and always

2009-01-28T22:32:00.002+08:00

what the fuck man.

why the hell do these things always happen to me?

LIKE ALWAYS ME. 2 YEARS IN A ROW. ME ME ME ME ME ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

fuck man.

THIS IS FUCKED UP I FUCKING HATE MY LIFE.

FUCK THIS SHIT.

2009-01-26T23:45:00.001+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR

224

2009-01-21T22:33:00.004+08:00

Went to the polyclinic last thursday with a bunch of people for our OBS checkup! we chilled there like as if we owned it HAHAHAHAA!!!

SCROLL DOWN AND YOU WILL SEE A GROUP OF

FREAKING HOT PEOPLE

224 :|

hot right?

English

2009-01-20T18:59:00.005+08:00

Amirah was angry. She stormed into the class, pushing all those in her way. Her nostrils flared up. Her eyes bulged out of her sockets when she saw David, her mortal enemy. "Go away!" she erupted.

If only she could turn back time, she thought.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA, mortal enemy! LOL

TGIF

2009-01-16T20:57:00.006+08:00

I hate school.
(1) It's physically and mentally exhausting.
(2) Week 2 timetable is screwed and so is Week 1's (apparently this reason is actually cause of my sudden hatred for school-eh no im not blaming anyone. i just don't like the timetable this year).
I hate school.

Welllll at least there are people who would make me smile/laugh and add some hope for letting me look forward to lessons. Friends. Hah, friends....

I hate myself.

everything is different now.

2009-01-07T20:34:00.004+08:00

Guten tag!

Today was the first day of the Sec One Orientation (GEMesis) :)
&ohemjee, i feel so tired. i feel so shagged. i feel so exhausted.

BUT..

..I HAD FUN!!!! ^^

TOOK 1 PRAISE (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

This year's orientation was somehow better than last year's because i think the possible reason is that, the sec 1's know their classmate before we did. It's actually a good and a bad thing.
Good, because it's easier for us to play games with them and for them to interact with each other.
Bad, because they will be easily distracted and they can be out-of-control sometimes.

We played Grandpa's Candy and the skit by Clara, Bhisman, Rayson and Dillon was freeking cute and funny!! Walked around the school aimlessly, alone, so sad right!
'Are you a balloon giver?'
'Uh no?'
'Okay bye!'
Something embarrassing happened somewhere and IDONTWANTTOTALKABOUTIT! HMPH.>:(
Paired up with Victoria "Dolce" Lee along the way and the game became more exciting! Swapped jobs..
'Are you a balloon giver?'
'Wait, who are you asking? Me or her?'
'You'
'Are you sure you're asking the right person?'
'Huh...errrrrr'
'You sure or not?! Pick properly..'
'Okay lah, you you!'
'HAHA Give me one of your balloons! I am the balloon popper!' OR 'KK, i want you to say a cheer for me! Must be loud, clear and must blow my mind!! SET!?'

Ended the orientation without any bombings :( nvm there's still thurs and fri!

omg it's damn cold right here on the 24th floor, blow wind blow.
'blow what?'

I am sad to say that I have officially lost my dearest Chemistry TBook. UGK!

2009-01-03T20:42:00.004+08:00

Hm. Hi.

Went for tuition today with Glenda and i was late for class! It was supposed to start at 12.30 and i came at 1.45! HAH! Sorry sorry!! Anyway, it was 2.30 and the 2.30 students were already coming into the class so Glenda and I decided to do our work outside instead. I was looking at the pictures on the walls and I SAW THIS.

KUO CHUAN PRESBYTERIAN HIGH?! LMFAO

shitass quality pictures. :( couldn't stop laughing when I saw the poster then, glenda and i couldn't stop laughing when we saw Kuo Chuan Presbyterian High. HAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHHAHAHA!

FIRST POST OF THE YEAR

2009-01-01T19:07:00.004+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR
SELAMAT TAHUN BARU
XIAN NIAN KUAI LE
PUTHANDU VAZTHUKAL

ITS NC16 YEAR.
gonna spread my wings, sweet sixteen, its my time to shine, sweet sixteen, discovering, sweet sixteen, so much more to life, sweet sixteen, i wanna know what it feels like, i need to see it from the inside, i can taste a bit of what i will find, so much more to life, sweet sixteen

SCHOOL IS TMR AYE WHAT THE HECK. SOFASTMAN ICANTSTANDIT GAH.
BUT NVM I GET TO SEE MY FAVOURITE ORANG-ORANG(S), ALRIGHT!

TWOZEROZERONINE.

im gonna change my blogskin, i think i hope.

NBC

2008-12-29T23:06:00.003+08:00

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2008-12-23T16:46:00.000+08:00

i'm out.
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again.

so see you and take care :)

2008-12-18T21:02:00.002+08:00

Guten Tag earthlings! I'm back from my Langkawi trip :)
MISSME?MISSME?MISSME?
Missed out on some important stuff while i was away like Sec 1 Orientation briefing and Sec 3 Council chalet (HIGHLIGHT! HIGHLIGHT!) :'(

But i guess it was okay cause Langkawi was pretty awesome! :D
The beaches were pretty pretty, the food was the best (i think im damn fat now-i gotta excercise pffffffffffffffft), things there are pretty cheap cause it's duty free (one box of cigarettes there costs like, 2.50 RM, which is like, LESS THAN S$1 HERE!!!!!!!! WHATTHEHECK) and i get to see padi rice/rice padi fields! The sun there was good too, i'm so dark now :O

Life there is seriously laid-back and no worries, everyone there is happy with whatever they have and don't take things for granted. Weather there is breezy eventhough it's humid and stuff.

I think one of the best part of the trip was snorkeling! IT WAS RAD!
The water was clear and you could see the corals clearly. and i also drank a mouthful of saltwater, not very nice you know.
managed to touch some of the fishes and got a cut from the scales -.- but it was really small and healed less than a day :)
'eh will the sharks come after me cause i have a cut?'
HAHAHA, yep! there were sharks-black tip sharks but they were separated from the snorkeling area. Heh! There were also sea urchins and my sisters said the sea urchins were scary cause they could see the white dots on the sea urchins whereas i couldnt!!! The corals were nice! SNORKELING WAS AWESOME, I WANNA DO IT AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Adding on to the list of places i would very much want to go;

The Great Barrier Reef

I WANNA GO SCUBA DIVING THERE!!!!!!!!!

Another best part of the trip was when we went for a boat tour at the geopark. Pretty awesome!
The guide brought us to a fish farm, a cave with bats in it and a pretty remote beach where the water was clear. Got some shells and coral-like rocks there. He also brought us to watch eagle feeding which was nice! The eagles there are really big and majestic! There were limestones and mangrove thingies. A very interesting experience!

Overall, I think the trip was another good trip and I would like to go back there again :D

-

Today was pretty awesome!

I catched Twilight (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) with 9 ppl today to celebrate Gladys' bday!
The movie was pretty good but it was a little bit disappointing though. =/

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GLADYS SEET!
I hope you like my and our present! Eventhough mine is like..pfft. But er ya, I HOPE YOU LIKE IT! :D

Managed to see baby today too! :D

2008-12-12T22:33:00.003+08:00

oh my god, i love the french accent! It is so ngeh y'know! I have no idea how to explain the ngeh-ness but you kind of have to like, use your throat.

Pronounce this: Ngah, Ngoh, Ngeh, Nguh, Ngih. But you gotta emphasize the Nnggg.

Okay, if you don't get it..i don't blame you.

I WANNA LEARN HOW TO SPEAK FRENCH. so panas please!

Anyway, i won't be in Singapore for awhile.

So please take care of yourself and tolong feed Tabby!

'Terima Kasih'

'Sama sama'

<33333333333

2008-12-05T22:57:00.001+08:00

why did you lead me on the most unforgettable jouney

and then leave the most painful souvenir

2008-12-04T17:42:00.006+08:00

As promised, here are the pictures of TPSY's school uniform and the students and the exchange students :)

Omg, come on. CAN SOMEBODY TELL ME HOW ADORABLE THEIR UNIFORMS LOOKS!? SO PRETTY PLEASE.
Sigh sigh, they have those peter pan collars and the sweaters looks so warm and it totally matches. I actually wanted to ask Ruby where to get the uniforms but i forgot. Haha! Regret *sings Hui Ping's regret*
You should have seen me staring at their uniforms.
Anyway, you can't really see the full uniform here. Mandy's wearing it without the sweater but she was the one who took the picture.

The girl without the sweater is Mandy! And her boyfriend took the picture. AHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHA! they look very cute together :D
Anyway, let me tell you who is who.

You obviously don't need to know the exchange students' names but nvm.
From L to R: Gladys Seet, Lam Pei Hua, Yusof Arshad, Nur 'Amirah Jumat, Nicole Ang
CLASS 2P.
Overall, I think the uniforms looks nice with the sweater, winter uniform (say until like i am fashion police like that!) . For autumn/spring/summer, they just use their pinafore. Nicole: Where's Rachel?Eva: Rachel..Nicole: Ya, where is she?Eva: Oh Rachel the fat one.Gladys & I: *had laughing fits!*HAHAHHA EVA IS SO CUTE.
i miss hong kong and all these people :'(

2008-12-02T23:05:00.002+08:00

HAPPY GWEN IS BACK!

Haha guess what! i am in a conversation with 5 people; Me, Clara Tan, Glenda Poon, Gwen Toh, Nicole Ang and Rachel Chow. and i have no idea what we are talking about cause everyone is very random and we don't really concentrate on one subject. HAHA! It's not like we have a particular subject to talk about! we are very random people you see! HAHA! Oh oh and im listening to May Day (五月天) while talking to them.

I AM ADDICTED TO MAY DAY AFTER GETTING BRAINWASH FROM NICOLE, GLADYS AND PEI HUA AT HONG KONG!

I don't know why! I have no idea what th song is trying to say but still, IT IS VERY NICE! Especially the song which the video is about the guy who tells a joke but 50bucks/the chinese snow white/the carousel at hong kong disneyland. and also the song which the video is about this guy and this girl who were high school lovers and then the guy tells her to wait for him and she slapped him. In the end, she got married to another guy.
OMG IT IS SUCH A SWEET AND MEANINGFUL AND EMOTIONAL VIDEO K!

i am feeling very happy because i finally get to talk to my dearest Ruby! :D

AAAAAAH it's been a long time since i have communicated with her!
I hope you passed your maths test which you will cause your maths is like, superb! FULL MARKS AGAIN K! :D And Good Luck for your mid-term exams! :D

oh did i tell you that i adore Tai Po Sum Yak's school uniform! I will show you their uniforms in the next post! How i really wish our school uniform could be like that! Sigh, we'll probably suffer from heat stroke cause Singapore is never cold...but why not! We can ditch the sweater part right! HEHE.

2008-11-30T21:47:00.001+08:00

I miss you
I miss your smile
And I still shed a tear every once in a while
And even though it's different now
You're still here some how
My heart won't let you go
And I need you to know
I miss you

2008-11-29T23:32:00.002+08:00

maybe we're better off this way..

2008-11-29T22:29:00.004+08:00

I AM BACK FROM HONG KONG

Hong Kong was awesome! The weather was cooling, cold and windy. I'm not sure if i'm making sense here but whatevs, i dont really care.

I miss Tai Po Sam Yuk Secondary School (TPSY for short).

The students there are really very friendly as they would just wave to you without knowing you and they make you feel welcomed to the school. The teachers were also very friendly and helpful. I am missing Eva, Mandy, Chloe and I miss my dearest Ruby especially!! It was really a pleasure to have you as my partner/buddy.

No more MTV China for me.
No more of watching video love songs of women running after/away from the guy, characters stoning while singing and thinking about the opposite sex.
No more asking Nicole/Gladys/Pei Hua what the song is trying to say.
No more watching Mayday videos on MTV China.
No more watching JJ Lin singing/beatboxing after every 20 mins!! :D
No more eating hot cakes for every breakfast, thankyouverymuch!

No more wake up calls.

No more of the wonderful weather and temperature :(

No more inside jokes!!! :(

Hong Kong would be one of my trips that I would never ever forget (:

2008-11-22T23:14:00.003+08:00

Hello everybody!

I'm going off to Hong Kong tomorrow! Please take care of yourself when i'm away :D I will miss each and everyone of my friends. Thank god people like Nicole, Gladys and Pei Hua are tagging along! :D

LOTS OF LOVE OKAY

Take care and god bless xoxo

2008-11-21T09:11:00.004+08:00

Yesterday was the day that our famous and favourite Korean, Daniel Kim, left Singapore for South Africa. If I'm not wrong it's Cape Town cause it's you know, in South Africa duh and er, also because I only saw Cape Town on the departure board (HAHAHAHA!).

Anyway, Daniel Kim(my!) i'm not sure if youre gonna read this but eh nvm.
Take care of yourself k! REMEMBER TO WEAR A BULLET PROOF VEST EVERYWHERE YOU GO! for safety you know (:

anyway, you're gonna get an email from me..so yep :D

Don't forget me because i definitely won't forget you!

Take care and may god bless you and your family (:

2008-11-20T13:38:00.011+08:00

Behind the Scenes of Prom 2008 - 'Black & White ~~Affair~~'
Pictures are not in order.

2008-11-18T08:45:00.004+08:00

YASOU.

Queuing up at Popular.

Clara: Eh you have the discount card?
Me: Er no..
Clara: Borrow lah!
Me: Huh? You have ah?
Clara: No. Borrow from other people!
Me: *mumbles* Shut up lah.
Clara: Huh what?!
Me: *mumbles* Shut up lah. You talk damn loud you know.
Clara: HAHAHA!! *talks softer* Eh borrow lah, then can get discount!
Me: No! Are you crazy?!?!
Clara: You want me to ask?
Me: NO!! EH please i have face okay
Cashier: Are you a member?
Me: Huh no. *eyes clara*
Clara: *give her paiseh face and went away from the counter and started to laugh*

the hotel "suite"'s toilet was filled with balloons, no one was able to do anything!

HAHA BRYAN!

2008-11-15T19:16:00.002+08:00

you know what, i feel like leaving blogger and migrating to some other online diary/journal.

er no, not livejournal. some other place where everything and everyone is sugar, spice and everything nice

2008-11-15T17:50:00.002+08:00

I have good news! :-)
So good, that i feel like banging my head against the wall!

I am officially using the mac. I don't know where papa is going to put the old computer. Which means, no more slow connection and no more laggyness! WOOOOOO!

I have another good news!
All my files are still left in the old computer! AWESOME NOT!? Good job amirah! All thanks to your laziness! A ROUND OF APPLAUSE PLEASE THANKYOUVERYMUCH!

2008-11-13T22:36:00.002+08:00

YAY THE UK PEOPLE ARE COMING TOMORROW! LALALA I AM HAPPY :D

Vito: Haha Amirah! You're not wearing clothes that represents our school so you can make a fool of yourself!
Me: Er no, i won't! i know how to behave myself lah please..
Bryan: You're a public nuisance, laugh so loud
Me: huh! what! aye whatever lah!

In the end, it was them and Matthew who were being a nuisance to the public! HA HA HA HA!!!!!! SUCKR!
Went out with funct2 to get stuff for prom. it was tiring but kind of fun! :D we got all th things we need and spend like 40mins-an hour at art friend?! HAHA awesome (: We got to bond with each other, in a way! Bounce back trains are freaking funny and not-so-nice for some people. yep.

okay BYE.

gwen is an actress. ROFLMAO

2008-11-12T22:25:00.001+08:00

you want it, you know that you want it!
Don't you want it all?!

2008-11-06T21:58:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CLARA!

HAHA youre finally 15 and you can finally apply for your i/c! LOL! and you'll most probably read this on the 14th or the 15th =/

oh welll, anyway, thank you for being an awesome friend who has been there for me like everytime :D

HAPPY FIFTEEN

ps. sorry for no pics, im using the mac so i cant find any pics of you but if i use th other comp, i'll post it up! :D

2008-11-05T11:15:00.004+08:00

You're a part time lover and a full time friend
The monkey on your back is the latest trend
I don't see what anyone can see in anyone else... but you.

HAVE FUN AT UK K! (HAHA, geddit geddit? UK K! HAHA omg im so hilarious!!)

How many more days to HK nic? 18/17?! yeah.

2008-11-02T23:05:00.000+08:00

I hope i'm not late =/
ANYWAY.

today marks a veryveryvery special day to some of us (:
If today was the 2 November 2007, we're on the aeroplane on the way to Auck(a)land (HAHAAH)! And i would most probably be watching Hairspray or Harry Potter and the Order of the Pheonix. (:

YESYESYES!!! I'll give you 100 (monopoly) bucks if you get the right answer.

IT HAS BEEN A YEAR, exactly 365 days (:
Happy 1 year anniversary to, the most awesome and wonderful trip i've been to, THE NEW ZEALAND LEADERSHIP CAMP!! :D

Ahhh, i miss everything! New Zealand's cheapskate-looking-but-tastes-heavenly icecream, long bus rides, jokes, washing clothes late in the night, caving, LOVE TRIANGLES (PFFT ROFLMAO), hyena laughter (omg, freaking classic), cleaning up the rubbish dump, screaming at funky looking moths, gossiping and bitching, bathing for 3minutes or so, camping, getting 14 or so deep cuts that still leaves a mark (:, 2 blisters that are still leaving an ugly mark, Desmond immitating liyana's passport picture (HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHA!), sleeping very late at kiwiparka, getting complaints from the neighbours, running to pak'n'save instead or warehouse (sad to the max), riding the swoop and zorb, eating maggi in the middle of the night, tube rafting, doing the caving skit, doing stupid forfeits with victoria like wearing only 2 layers of clothing (which also included the everyday necessity) in the middle of the night in rotorua.

UGK, there are too much fond memories to be listed out! Too much, that i can cry! HAHAHAHA, so sentimental pfffft.

Hope you guys enjoyed the trip as much as i did!
im looking forward to the gathering :)

HAPPY ONE YEAR :D

2008-10-29T23:12:00.007+08:00

to my dearest, dearest, dearest friends
the ones at the top of my list. you know who you are <3

I've got a lot of things I have to do. All these distractions, our future's coming soon. We're being pulled,in hundred different directions but whatever happens....I know I've got you

You're on my mind, you're in my heart. It doesn't matter where we are! We'll be alright, even if we're miles apart!

All I wanna do, is be with you, be with you. There's nothing we can do, I just wanna be with you, only you. No matter where life takes us, nothing can break us apart.

You know it's true! I just wanna be with you.
Just Be With You, Oh yeah

You know how life can be, it changes over night. The sun even raining, but it's alright. A friend like you, always makes it easy!

I know that you get me every time. Through every up, through every down, you know i'll always be around. Through anything, you can count on me!

All I wanna do, is be with you, be with you. There's nothing we can do, I just wanna be with you, only you. No matter where life takes us, nothing can break us apart

You know it's true. I just wanna be with you!
I just wanna be with you!

2008-10-27T17:12:00.003+08:00

E X P R E S S .Y O U R S E L F

I haven't been updating for quite some time. pardon me, i've been busy, busy doing something, busy figuring something out, busy planning, busy crying my heart out, busy wanting to kick someone's ass, busy sucking a lollipop, busy dancing to music to cheer myself up, busy trying to get the hang of knitting, busy writing letters, busy worrying about busy people busy busy busy.

okay so maybe i won't be updating much since it's the holidays and i don't really want to be always seen using the computer. So yep, i will be posting once in a while or quite often. HAHA whatevs man. (:

see ya don't wanna be ya

2008-10-23T20:59:00.002+08:00

nothing feels right when im not with you, sick of this dress and these Jimmy Choos taking them off cause i feel a fool, trying to dress up when im missing you ima step out of this lingerie, curl up in a ball with something Hanes in bed i lay, with nothing but your T-shirt on oh, with nothing but your T-shirt on.

THROUGH TRAIN 2009
Thank you everybody who has helped me :D
There are too many people to name but i shall just name a few;

Mama
Papa
Mrs Chin
Subject Teachers
Mr Low
Mrs Chua
Kenneth
and many many many more. There are seriously too many people to name but you know who you are. Thank you again :D

my dreams have finally been fulfilled (:

today marks the last day of school but it didn't really feel like the last day of school. instead, it seemed like a normal school day -.-
I didn't feel the excitement like how i used to. omg, i wonder what's wrong with me!!!

School has ended, holidays has just started! PLANS PLANS PLANS...

i'm going to miss everybody sob.

2008-10-22T22:18:00.000+08:00

no words can express my love for you

2008-10-20T21:35:00.001+08:00

WHAT DID I DO TO MAKE MY SPECIAL DAY

BECOME MY VERY WORST NIGHTMARE?

2008-10-20T20:31:00.005+08:00

[editted]
20 October.

happy birthday to me! (:

thank you for th wishes!
thank you for th present!
thank you for th cards!
thank you for th impromptu celebration! (it was really awesome!)
thank you for everything everything everything!

people say that you should be happy when it's your birthday,
but am i?
i wish this day didn't come.

2008-10-16T17:49:00.004+08:00

omg, i srsly hate myself!
(but i feel kind of proud for finding such a cute template in just 5 minutes! but i think it's temporary? i dontknow. see my mood first k!)

i got some of the links up after some time of blog-hopping. pfft, it's annoying.
the links page is very messy and i realised i know many people which names starts with a G.
anyway, i really hate myself.

if you don't see your link and you would like me to link you, just leave a tag with your name and your link k? thnks.
oh and my tagboard is taking its own sweet time to load...so uh, just be patient with it k? thnks.

2008-10-16T17:14:00.002+08:00

OMG. I FEEL LIKE AN IDIOT!!!

i accidentally pressed 'Delete' at my template without copying my codes first! so everything is gone now! WALAO UGK! I FEEL SO STUPID. OMG OMG OMG.
it's gonna take me ages to remember everything! URGH.

2008-10-14T21:54:00.002+08:00

I AM GOING TO KILL THE MOFO WHO STOLE MY RED CROCS AND MY BIRTHDAY SLIPPER!!!
cannot afford to buy shoes is it? must steal shoes from all the houses on the 24th floor is it huh! HUH! AND MUST YOU STEAL THE SHOES WHICH HOLDS THE BEST MEMORIES I'VE EVER HAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IDIOT ****SUCKERS. ASSHOLES LIKE YOU SHOULD BURN IN HELL!! BURN BURN BURN!!!

2008-10-12T19:55:00.006+08:00

UGH, my legs are freaking itchy since Botanics!
Why must the mosquitoes target my legs and bite me!! URGH, i think it's because I'm fat which means that I have more blood OR my blood is so sedap, they just want more.
-.- whatevs, i sound so senseless. !!!!!!!!!!!ITCHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wanna see my first attempt of Bokeh?
BEHOLD
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yep, this came right out of raerae's dslr.
NO EDITS.

It's not really a nice shot but hey! it's my first bokeh shot k! Actually no, it's the second but i prefer this shot to th first cause you can see raerae smiling for her cam. :D while the first picture was her looking around for something. HAAHA
and for those who diedie want to see th pictures, i still dont have it yet cause it's really like ALOT of pictures. 500 leh what do you think? So once i get th hold of the cd from raerae, i'll most probably share it ;)

Oh yes, i've been wanting to show you something but i keep forgetting. :)
For Hari Raya (yah, damn long right! sorry lahk), my aunty gave us packets with our names in arabic.

HAHA LOL sheng siong

Nur 'Amirah Binte Jumat

COOL RIGHT. so awesome! HAHA, my name is pronounced as NGAH-mirah in arabic. Yah with the NGAH sound. eh but please dont call me NGAHMIRAH sounds gross because it sound like you have phlegm and it's not really a nice sound to hear. So i'll gladly appreciate it if you can just call me Amirah! thank you very much :D

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2008-10-10T08:55:00.005+08:00

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I get this feeling deep inside that somewhere somehow you've passed me by. I can't put my finger on it but the more that I see you the more that I know. Everywhere you go is everywhere I've been. You finsh all my sentences before they begin and I know that I look in your eyes, it's like I've seen you before about a million times.

You make me feel so beautiful. It doesn't matter, no it never matters if we're out or at home. We can make hours into years, wherever you go you're always here. It's like I've known you from before but I'm just so happy you walked through my door.

In another life maybe, in another life you must've been mine.

Examinations are over, yah yah im slow. whatever lah -.-
Anyway, I felt so weird at home last night 'cause I didn't know what to do. You see for the past 2 weeks, you will be seeing me studying (i know, hardworking right!) at my study desk which is the exact replica of a bloody pig sty. seriously! papers scattered everywhere, books all stacked up in a messy way eventhough i always arranged it to make it look neat. -.-
and the best part is that it's Hari Raya, a time when your house will look at its very best but no, not for my study table. my study table is an exception. :D

Speaking of exams etc etc, I had one of the most awful sleep last night! Thanks to the exams, I've been sleeping at funky hours.
For example; I will sleep at 9.30pm plus and wake up at 12am. I will study until 12am to 2am or 3.30am depends if i can take it. After that, i'll sleep all the way until 6am.
So you see this morning, I was wide awake around 5amplusplus and i forced myself to sleep. So i slept until 7.20amplusplus and i couldn't force myself to sleep back because i think i was thinking of too many things. UGK, i was actually planning to wake up late today. >:[

Whatevs.

Anyway, I went to the Botanic Gardens with Yasmine, raerae and GP to celebrate the end of EOYS just now! Clara Cullen and Nicole Kidman/Richie was supposed to join us but something got caught up and yah, it was only the 4 of us. it's okay, we can do the official celebration another time! HAHA!
We had fun taking pictures. I didn't get any flowers today *sob* GP and I were very late due to some reasons. HAHAHA, i think just now was the first time in my life that i showed up realllllll late for an outing, world record. blame me and my hair skillz. Pictures were nice, thanks to raerae's dslr and the sun, the field, the sunglasses, the scenery, the fan, the swan, the flowers and the people. aiseh! raerae's dslr is so shii0k `tuhh ddhe max canz! i can't wait to get mine! .WOO.
i want da gambar ya.

I wanted to typed this part of the post last night but i forgot what i actually wanted to say. I hope you don't mind me and my forgetfulness (:
Anyway, we wanted to do some Rosie Hardy shots..but eh. i'm not sure if it turned out rosie hardy-ish cause welllllll it was kind of difficult :/ and we stopped taking rosie hardy-ish pictures cause we were all thirsty from all that running. HAHA.
oh and and and I HAVE FINALLY MASTERED BOKEH. God damn it, it was seriously very freaking easy to do. it's actually basics lah bloody hell. oh well, that's actually a major accomplishment for me to master bokeh cause i've seen amazing bokeh pictures and everyday, i'll always wonder what the technique was. oh well, i'm really happy
So i just took raerae's dslr and zoomed in, zoomed out and focus here focus there and TA DAH! BOKEH BABY.
i really want the rate of the pictures sending to me in my sharing folders to speed up! i diediedie want to see the pics. 8 folders plus 500 pictures+++ equals to MAJOR AWESOMENESS
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kthxbai.

2008-10-09T16:43:00.005+08:00

'cause you're hot then you're cold you're yes then you're no you're in then you're out you're up then you're down you're wrong when it's right it's black and it's white we fight, we break up we kiss, we make up

this is how we roll during tuition.
someone walked by at 2:45

http://www.brownharrisstevens.com/detail.aspx?id=910720

Thank you so(x517467483560478367) much! :D

2008-10-02T18:54:00.003+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri

Maaf Zahir dan Batin

Yayaya, im slow whatevs. I didn't have a chance to blog yesterday 'cause i was too tired when i reached home and thank god the paper after hari raya was english and not some other subject which i have to memorise :D Must thank the school, THANK YOU!

HAPPY BELATED 15TH BIRTHDAY GWEN!

HEEHEE, I couldn't find that picture of you with your black shirt on, doing the twist/cheese/peace sign! I wanted to post that picture up cause you look so cute! but nevermind, i found these pictures of you during the happy sec one days in my folder and i decided to combine it all cause i really like the pictures and because you look so cute, i can pinch your cheeks ALL DAY!!!! :D
I know you like the birthday song we sang for you just now in the canteen right! we sound so angelic! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY GWEN! <3

2008-09-30T20:44:00.004+08:00

Now I’m speechless
Over the edge
I’m just breathless
I never thought that I’d catch this
Lovebug again

Hopeless
Head over heels in the moment
I never thought that I’d get hit
By this lovebug again

I had math tuition with most of th 1993 babies on Saturday and Sunday. I accidentally met Clara on the bus and I didn't know that she was going for the tuition 'cause she said she didn't wanna go at first. We also met Esther but she was going for her church.

Anyway! There was this family in the bus who were talking about the Clara and I and for the first time, Clara was mistaken for a malay and for the i dontknow how many time, i was mistaken for a chinese. -.- RIGHT.
she got excited HAAHAHA!!

It was like picnic for th both of us during tuition and we were so high, we could just fly! HAHAHAHAHHAHHAHAHHAHAH!! We were freezing, it was freaking cold and we totally sat at th wrong spot.

we were supposed to be dragons..
..i hate my fringe here

that's clara's feet on Nicole's chair

Clara and Nicole didn't come on Sunday so it was only me and Glenda! We were very high, we almost fly (: And we weren't as cold like we were on Saturday cause we sat at the back! :D so smart right? duh. We had another picnic session (actually the whole class) and Glenda was having some sms session. HEHEHE!!

EOYs have already started.

Sitting in th hall whole with the whole batch, doing the same paper is actually quite stressful. Okay no, it's not really stressful, i just can't find the right word. :S i have to brush up on my vocab.

Selamat Hari Raya
Maaf Zahir dan Batin :D

2008-09-26T17:09:00.003+08:00

If you're out on the road
Feeling lonely, and so cold
All you have to do is call my name
And I'll be there in the next train

Where you lead, I will follow
Anywhere that you tell me to
If you need, you need me to be with you
I will follow where you lead

UGK. Charolette, Gracia, Liyana and I spent almost an hour counting money for the grad night tickets and it was seriously bugging all of us! Gracia and Liyana spent most of their time counting 'cause I don't like to count money (especially big numbers since i'm not really good at numbers) but i do like money alot (especially big numbers!) and Charolette was just sleepy and at one point she wasn't sure of what she was saying. HAHAHAHA!!!!

So after like counting the money like numerous times, we somehow got more than what we were supposed to get and we also somehow got lesser than what we were supposed to get. -.- In the end, each of us took turns and counted the money.
Charolette had to help me to punch in the numbers on my calculator (told you i was bad! i don't think i ought to become a banker. I think i'm scared of numbers). We finally got the right amount! Well except for Charolette, i think she was reallyreallyreally sleepy. "/

The graduation ceremony today was..good? Er i dontknow, I was only there to serve the graduadants (?! i think they were called that?) their food. Okay no, actually Clara and I were supposed to serve the VIPs. We served the VIPs for the first course but uh...i dont know what happened next. Anyway, i had fun serving, carrying freaking heavy trays, walking here and there, refilling water and taking dirty dishes.

I think all of us did a great job at serving people, potential servers. HAHA :D

Call Kuo Chuan Presbyterian's Student Council if you don't have enough hands to help serve people their food! We will be obliged to help you!

2008-09-24T20:47:00.002+08:00

Hello! How have you been?

I know i haven't been updating much. I'm not really on hiatus though, i just don't feel like blogging you see. and besides, what's the difference if i'm on hiatus or not? hah!

Anyway, I went to the Omni-Theatre yesterday with th geog students to watch some Grand Canyon Adventure movie and some Wild Ocean movie. It was good! Ok no actually, the wild ocean movie was kind of boring. "/

The Grand Canyon Adventure movie reminded me of NZ! UGK!!! Especially at the parts when they were rafting and there were rapids and I was silently giggling to myself as I thought about the time when group 2 was doing our white water rafting. HAHAHAHA!!!!
NZNZNZNZNZNZNZNZNZNZNZ!!!!!! it's gonna be a year soon :)

ANYWAY, BACK TO TH TOPIC!
The Grand Canyon Adventure movie makes me want to visit the Grand Canyon!! :D
so many places to see, so little time :( Oh yes! i would also like to visit South Africa! but my sister says that place isn't really safe so......okay. -.-

After the trip, we started to do animal faces and it was freaking hilarious!

You see those people at the background?
They were actually waiting for us! HAAHAHAHAHAHHAHA!!
BECAUSE WE'RE COOL LIKE THAT!

i shall go and do the right thing by doing my art and studying. UGK.

2008-09-15T22:50:00.003+08:00

"Take care of my heart-I've left it with you,"

2008-09-13T16:50:00.004+08:00

hehe

2008-09-12T23:39:00.002+08:00

My comp is lagging like a babz! Yes, it's working already :D i don't know what my sister did. She just pressed the power button at the CPU and it turned on! When I pressed the bloody button, it wouldn't on! My CPU has issues :/

Anyway, I got myself a set of Harry Potter GoF postcards of the TriWizard Champions for passing my chemistry (cause i actually thought i would fail and i promised myself i'll get something nice for passing-and i did! :D)!! I'm going to replace Katie Leung's face with my f a c e! LMAO, i was just kidding! HAHAHA!
So now I'm hunting for something nice to buy for myself since I also thought I would fail POA since I didn't really study much and i promised myself i would buy something nice if i passed POA and again, i did! So yep. I'm saving up my money to get some movie merchandise or probably some clothes will do. I dontknow. :D

Why must the Cullen boys look so mesmerizing and charismatic? WHY.

'I'm only afraid of losing you'

2008-09-09T12:21:00.002+08:00

hello,
Happy Twilight Tuesday!
goodbye

2008-09-07T21:04:00.004+08:00

urgh! school starts tomorrow. uuuuuuuuuuurrrgggh~
:(

nick jonas is so cute! haha!! :D
i can't stand my blog..

2008-09-03T20:59:00.002+08:00

We're not the same, dear, as we used to be.
The seasons have changed and so have we.
There was little we could say, and even less we could do
To stop the ice from getting thinner under me and you.

We bury our love in the windsory grave
Along came the snow, that was all that remained.
But we stayed by its side as the days turned to weeks
And the ice kept getting thinner with every word that we'd speak.

And when spring arrived
We were taken by surprise when the flows under our feet
Led into the sea
Nothing was left for you and me.

We're not the same, dear,
And it seems to me
There's more where we can go
With nothing underneath.
And it saddens me to say
But we both know, well, it's true
That the ice was getting thinner
Under me and you.
The ice was getting thinner
Under me and you.

i feel that i've let down so many people today.

2008-09-01T22:31:00.003+08:00

just another manic monday, waking up at 4.45AM+ to have my breakfast. Not eating from 5.40AM++ to 7.05PM++. It's going to be a routine for the next 22days or so..

anyway, i shall bring out my inner Alice Cullen in me now. If I'm not wrong, the September holidays are going to be much, much, much, much suckier than the June holidays. Yep, something tells me that mama won't let me leave this place called home. I feel like Anne Frank :(
If you asked me out, be prepared to be turned down. Don't say I didn't warn you.

okay bye. selamat berpuasa-ing!
i'm going to find that pokemon cartridge! >:(

2008-08-30T16:41:00.003+08:00

It is so easy to see
Dysfunction between you and me
We must free up these tired souls
Before the sadness kills us both

I tried and tried to let you know
I love you but I'm letting go
It may not last but I don't know
Just don't know

If you don't know
Then you can't care
And you show up
But you're not there
But I'm waiting
And you want to
Still afraid that I will desert you

Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way

A bed that's warm with memories
Can heal us temporarily
The misbehaving only makes
The ditch between us so damn deep

Built a wall around my heart
I’ll never let it fall apart
But strangely I wish secretly
It would fall down while I'm asleep

If you don't know
Then you can't care
And you show up
But you're not there
But I'm waiting
And you want to
Still afraid that I will desert you, babe

Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way

Though we have not hit the ground
It doesn't mean we're not still falling,
Oh I want so bad to pick you up
But you're still too reluctant to accept my help
What a shame, I hope you find somewhere to place the blame
But until then the fact remains

Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes you so hard to stay
Nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way

Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way

2008-08-29T21:49:00.002+08:00

If I was lost - You'd find me

thanks for being my friend.

Twilight is good.
Robert Pattinson is better.
Heart2Heart talks are the best.

Bitching/Gossiping is bad.
Spilling milo on a white shirt (or whatever light-coloured shirt) sucks.
Wasting a few hours of your life is worst.

fasting month is starting soon; hari raya is arriving soon.

2008-08-20T20:00:00.003+08:00

So today in the morning, i helped Jancy do her flag-raising cause she didn't come. Then while I was waiting for the morning assembly to start, Ruben came up to check on us and I asked him if there were any sec 3s doing morning duty except me. Ruben said Chen Cheng was doing late-coming. I thought to myself, why Chen Cheng come to school today? He doesn't take art or d&t what..maybe he got some meeting going on. (LMAO!)

So after morning assembly, I quickly went down and asked him.
Me: Chen Cheng, you take d&t ah?
Chen Cheng: Huh? No?
Me: Huh? Then you come to school for what?
Chen Cheng: HUH! THERE'S STILL EXAMS TODAY?
Me: WHAT HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHA!!!!!! YA! Today is art and d&t paper what!
Chen Cheng: WHAT THE? I THOUGHT THERE'S LESSONS TODAY!
Me: AHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA!!!! NO! You have no school today lah! Wah Chen Cheng, you're so..
Chen Cheng:..stupid.
Me: AHAAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA!! YA! Legend sia!
Chen Cheng: What did you call me?
Me: I called you a legend.
Chen Cheng: OMG, WHY AM I SO STUPID! I DIDN'T KNOW I HAD NO SCHOOL TODAY!
Me: What the! HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHA WHY YOU NEVER CHECK!!!!
Chen Cheng: I totally forgot!
Me: Go home!!
Chen Cheng: You mean I can go home now?
Me: DUH -.- tell them you actually have no school today but you thought you had so you came.
Chen Cheng: Can ah?
Me: EH WHY NOT! Of course can lah!
Chen Cheng: (starts to nag at himself which is freaking funny! LMAO!)

Anyway, he still couldn't believe that he actually didn't have any school today! and i bet he's still thinking about it. LEGEND!ROFLMAO.

So after today's paper, Nix, GP and I went to Island Creamery cause common test is finally over!!!!!!!!! :D
Claramarie and Yes-mint were supposed to come but due to last minute things, they couldn't. Don't worry, we'll go again! It's quite near anyway and everyone has a straight bus :O
I'll blog more about today next time cause there are just too many details and just tooooooo many pictures to upload!!!!! So yep.

This picture makes me feel so happy!

PS: I MET BESTFRIEND-WITH-THE-SAME-NAME TODAY AT THE MRT STATION!!!!!!! I AM SO HAPPY!!!!!!!!!! You should have seen both of our reactions when we saw each other! I didn't notice it was her until Nix told me! THANK YOU NIX! BWTSN, I WANT TO BUKE PUASE WITH YOU!!!! I MISS YOU!!!!!!!!! UGK :(

2008-08-18T15:55:00.003+08:00

To a group of people who makes me feel special.

I AM BEYOND WORDS. Damn hell, I feel so lucky to have friends like you!! Having friends like you makes me feel so special and so so so so so so so happy!! Your tags makes me feel like I am the luckiest person on earth! I feel like I have played an important role in your life (which I really hope I did).
I will definitely think of this moment when I feel down. Little things like this makes me feel appreciated and I really don't know how to express my gratitude for you (:

I know this is kind of short but..no words can express how I feel right now.
Again, Thank you for making me feel special
i love you guys so much (:

xoxo.

2008-08-17T17:32:00.002+08:00

LOVE CALCULATOR IS BIAS.
i don't like it. okay no, I HATE IT! it sucks.

stupid simulator

MICHEAL PHELPS HAS ACHIEVED HIS DREAMS OF GETTING 8 GOLD MEDALS! aiseh, powerpack! HHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAH okay whatever -.- i want the rythmic gymnastics event and the sychronised swimming event to start. which i think it has already started. anyway, Singapore has gotten a medal! yay. whatever i know the news is like centuries ago but whatevs maaaan. im not a stupid girl gwen! i was just stating a fact okay!

okay i realised i've been very emo lately. i think it's because it's the time of the month. so i'm really sorry if i have hurt anyone emotionally. hopefully, things would be much better tomorrow, or later :D hmm..i've also realised that i've blog 4 days in a row. this is veryveryvery rare for me but i have to say, i'm kind of proud of myself! :D

my tagboard might disappear.

our conversations seems to get short and shorter, it's like as if we're strangers.

2008-08-16T22:55:00.002+08:00

i was on my way home in the bus from tuition and the sky looked like it was going to rain so i just started to reflect about almost everything, from the past to the future. like everything!
and then i started to think about death (eh don't ask me why) and i started to think to myself,
if i jumped down from a building and died, which of my friends would cry?

goodnight.

2008-08-15T21:59:00.003+08:00

i love today because you see, there was no school for me since today's papers were physics and chinese lit. i don't take physics and neither do i take chinese lit (duh -.- ).

so anyway, i slept at 8 yesterday because i was really very sad and i was suffering from a very very very bad headache (due to lack of sleep, i think. thanks ah common test!) and guess what time i woke up? i woke up at 10!!! :D okay no actually. my aunt called me at 9 plus and told me she's coming up to my house around 10 plus, so i decided to sleep until 10 plus (which i totally did :DD)! this is why i love today!

after i woke up, i turned on the computer and did some blog hopping, which i have not done ever since common test started, while waiting for my aunt to come up. When she came up, she brought a "tupperware" of tau huay!! :D the last time i ate tau huay was during the june holidays! felt like a year ): this is why i love today!

after i ate my breakfast, i continued to use the computer :) after a while, i felt kind of hungry so my aunty cooked for me.......CAMPBELL SOUP! MMMMM...yummy yum yum :D i decided to watch the olympics and i was very happy that the women's gymnastic's were on! i think the women's event for gymnastics are better and much more interesting than the men's. i dont know why, it's just my opinion and no im not a sexist! i think men's swimming is much more interesting than women's (HEHE *giggles*) but it's really my opinion so dont feel offended and throw rotten eggs/rotten tomatoes/whatever you can get hold of at me! this is why i love today - about the watching my favourite olympic event and the campbell soup part, not about the sexist and the feeling offended and the throwing rotten crap part.

the headache was back after the gymnastic event ended. perfect timing -.- decided to sleep and when i woke up, i decided to do some bio but i just couldn't concentrate so i read a book Hahaha!!! (this is what i don't really like about today. i didn't managed to study! this is bad!) anyway, i logged into flickr and i felt so happy and comfortable since i get to take my own sweet time to view and comment people's pictures! this is why i love today!

HAYUKEN! MANGA ME!
HAHA kudos to you if know where that's from (;

2008-08-14T16:36:00.002+08:00

i feel so stupid and so embarassed.
i don't wish to talk to you now. i'm so sorry.
but i really think my secret is out.

Just go
I gave you my word and I promise to love you

2008-08-11T16:56:00.002+08:00

From the moment I met you I just knew you'd be mine
You touched my hand & I knew that this was gonna be our time
I don't ever wanna lose this feeling, I don't wanna spend a moment apart
'Cos you bring out the best in me, like no-one else can do
That's why I'm by your side, and that's why I love you

So I lied. And you should probably know it since my tagboard leaked my lie out (Thanks GP!(: ) -.- Anyway, the chalet was funnnnnnnnnnnnnnn although there were like a gazillion different types of insects and lizards welcoming you but but it was still alright! I shared my room with Kak Nila and she purposely made me sleep on the bed nearest to the toilet! >:(

GP came! :D We did our dance (LMAO! HAHAHAHAHA), camwhored, had a heart2heart talk and ate le food. OH OH OH AND SHE ATE THE VERYVERYVERYVERY SPICY SOTONG THAT MY GRANDMA MADE! LEGEND!!!!!!!!!!

I played bowling with Bik Anur, Kak Iza, Kak Nila and Abang Nasri and and and I ACTUALLY MANAGED TO PLAY WITHOUT GETTING LESS THAN 10 POINTS FOR A GAME! AISEH I IMPROVED ALOTALOTALOTALOTALOT OKAY. I actually beat Kak Nilah, who won the first game, in the second game (HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!) and Abang Nasri and I scored around the same during the second game and he is veryveryvery good at playing bowling! :D WOOOOOOO!

After bowling, we decided to watch The Dark Knight cause it was raining and we weren't carrying any umbrellas. The cinema was freaking cold and all of us were wearing chalet-ish clothes. Overall, the movie is really good and i advise you to go to the gentlemen's or the ladies' before you enter the cinema. Every scene counts!!!

I had an enjoyable National Day holiday with the family and I think the National Day celebrations in school were alright. The quiz was funny! but Sean didn't put in his effort!! ahnoyying. the hand-in-hand thing was fun although the pledge was half said but the waves we did was super fun!

I shall continue studying for the common test which is..tomorrow. :/ AND THE PAPER FOR TOMORROW SUCKS! >:(

2008-08-08T15:58:00.003+08:00

If I could I would but you're with her now, it'd do no good
I should have fought her but instead I let her - I let her take it
I just wept and regretted this moment - oh that I - I was the fool

I'll be going to some camp adventure thing and I'll be back on Monday!

SEE YOU!

2008-08-03T20:28:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMIRAH (Jaya)!!!
bestfriend with the same name as me.

you're 15! older than me, but still shorter than me! HAHAHAHAHHAA, okay. i miss you! it has been too long, WE NEED TO CATCH UP! I HAVE SO MANY THINGS TO TELL YOU!!!!!!! the last time we met was at your school's funfair for your cheerleading thing, so longgggggggg. ):

i miss you very(x infinite) much!

i love youtm! (:
have a blessed birthday!

(sorry i know this picture suckssss)

2008-08-02T16:37:00.001+08:00

I know youre afraid of what you feel
You still need time to heal and I can help if youll only let me try
You touch me and something in me knew what I could have with you
Well Im not ready to kiss that dream goodbye

again?

2008-07-31T21:11:00.002+08:00

MY LIFE IS REALLY A JOKE!

so you see, i was holding the lanyard that was attached to my mp3 player and since the mp3 player was kind of light, i started to swing it. So after a few seconds of swinging my mp3 player, i started to swing it 360 degrees! it felt kind of cool so i continued to swing it.
I didn't realise there was a chair behind me, so i started to walk backwards while keeping my eyes fixed on the tv and still swinging my mp3 player 360 degrees.

AND BAAAAMMMMMMMM!!!! YOU KNOW WHAT?

My mp3 player hit the chair AND THE SCREEN CRACKED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
UGK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so i told mama and she just laughed at me! D:
crap! and the worst part is that the mp3 isn't mine damnit!!!!!
IT BELONGS TO PAPA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So i quickly took the scotch tape and taped the screen so that the glass won't come out. ):

i think i need to get my own mp3 so i will learn how to take care of my own things. SIGH!

freaking suay, ah damnit laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.
WHY ME!!!!!!!!!!! >:'(

2008-07-31T18:50:00.004+08:00

You found me when no one else was lookin'
How did you know just where I would be?
Yeah, you broke through all of my confusion
The ups and the downs and you still didn't leave
I guess that you saw what nobody could see
You found me

Today has been good. The only thing i hated about today was Chemistry cause there was a test. Chem is one of my least favourite subjects and clara has to teach me everytime cause i won't understand because i won't listen to the teacher because i don't really you know..yeah. :/ anyway, THANK YOU CLARA! <3>

After school was great! Hung out with Clara-Marie, GP and Nicotine at our usual place. I like the drink i drank and the food i ate. simply delicious and totally worth the cash!
ALWAYS BE MY BAOBEI/ALWAYS BE MY SAYANG

(HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHA)
KISS ME BYE BYE/QING BYEBYE
(LMAO! HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA)
<3<3<3

english common test tmr and classes resumes after the paper. HEH?! TSK. i thought we were able to go home straight after the paper!! i dontlike! >:(

i think my keyboard hates me. :(

2008-07-30T20:52:00.004+08:00

Were you right, was I wrong
Were you weak, was I strong, yeah
Both of us broken
Caught in a moment
We lived and we loved
And we hurt and we jumped, yeah
But the planets all aligned
When you looked into my eyes
And just like that
The chemicals react

"Your life is a joke"
- Jordan
i can't agree more. :/

I CAN'T WAIT FOR THE WEEK TO END!

2008-07-29T19:59:00.001+08:00

i'm screwed.
so so so screwed sucks